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2009-08-31T06:03:00.000-07:00

chi ching wasted a lot of f*cking time being indecisive about education options and choices.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-06-26T01:06:00.000-07:00

Book Review:

I'm feelin hardworkin therefore I will do book reviews!!

PS:I know my reviews will probably suck but hey at least I TRIED.

My Synopsis:

This is one book with multiple names.When it was first published, it was given the title " Rosie Dunne" then later it was changed to a more ermm poetic title, "Where Rainbows End". But I assured you that this book has absolutely nothing to do with rainbows or where it ended up. In fact, its a story of two childhood best friends, Alex and Rosie.Alex is the overworked harvard educated doctor while Rosie is the struggling, smart-mouthed single mum.Throughout various stages of life, they managed to remain best friends despite juggling work and family commitments.Funny thing was, Alex loved Rosie and Rosie loved Alex.However, due to certain events and various misunderstandings, they don't end up with each other and marrying the wrong people. So, this book detailed the various "wrong turns" both of them go through until they finally make the right move.

My opinion:

Oh my gosh, reading this book was like reading history of various families.The book detailed the events that happen to alex + rosie and their respective families from birth up till old age.Birthdays, anniversaries, holidays etc nothing is spared.

Rosie can be really entertaining at times with her witty one liners but she can really be a pain in the ass at times.Alex character doesnt have much development and he sounds like a real boring career man to me.

The storyline flows in the forms of letters and chat messages and it can be very messy and all out of the place.Halfway through the book, I am very tempted to give up because the only plot would be guessing whether alex and rosie actually end up together at last .So, if you don't have the patience of reading through 400++ pages to find out whether they do end up with each other, avoid this book at all cost.

My Synopsis:

Elizabeth is a career women who have quite a lot at her hands.She have to to deal with a difficult father, a wild (almost crazy) younger sister and even having to take care of her sister son, Luke.Yes,life for Elizabeth is very busy indeed....and also painful and lonely.In addition to so many responsibilities, Elizabeth have to endure the pain and suffering of a mother who abandoned her and wounds of a past relationship.

And that is when Ivan comes into the picture.Ivan full time job is making friends.No kidding.And this books detailed how Elizabeth manage to overcome the pain and suffering she felt, to accept her past with Ivan help.

My Opinion:

I wasn't expecting much when I picked up this book because the synopsis on the backcover doesnt really appeal to me much.

How wrong I were because this book just blew me away.The storyline was great,depicting how past wounds could haunt some of us till this day and how important it is to be open and honest with it.

Elizabeth is a really good person underneath those walls and shields she created to keep people away.She's cares for her family so much to the extent of sounding like sacrificial lamb.And the pain and loneliness she feels isnt' alien to any of us because most of us feel like that at certain point in time.

Ivan is also a really good person just be doing his job properly.He taught her how to be more open with herself, to demand more from people,lessons which she havent's yet grasped.We need to have more people like Ivan in this materialistic world.

Though certain parts of the story really cliched and stuff, the good points overrides the flaws, I supposed.

So overall, great story, lovable characters = Great Book ^^

2009-06-02T01:57:00.000-07:00

Its weird the closer exams are, the MORE i procrastinate!!!
must.stop.procrastinating

gambate evry1 for exams!!

2009-05-07T20:32:00.000-07:00

Sungai Chilling trip

this is WAY OVERDUE
but went to sungai chilling waterfalls few weeks back n its extremely gorgeous!!!
=)

trek thru 7 rivers n 6km thru jungles
XD

pics courtesy of some dude frm monash nature society
sowee cannot really remember ur name O.O

2009-04-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

Dear bloggie,
I just turned 19 years old today!! times really flies and next year is when my age started with the number "2" instead of "1" o.O
So what has happen when I was 18 ?
Well 18 years old brought a lot of change.I complete A levels,entered NS and get kicked into the corporate workforce.National service was a good experience.I learn new things about myself each day. And I get 2 experienced happiness that I never knew existed.One of my happy moments is camping in the woods.I get 2 build my own tent in the jungle n talk to my campmates till the wee of the morning. That was an experience I would never forget.
Its so different from the commercialism of KL.in Kl everybody wants more and more.But in the kampungs that I went to,people are happy with what they have.For example even though the rambutan tree is their source of income,the villagers still give us big baskets of rambutans to thank us.Somehow this kind of generousity is lacking in KL.
And I got to know buddha oso and that was a major change in my life.Before that I was lost and lacking in direction.But buddhism has taught me a few things and now I am more clear about my purpose.
Corporate world is an eye opener.I was smacked with reality.Life was tougher than I imagine.The gruelling hours of work just 2 earn a meagre salary,the competitiveness of everything.I matured a lot in that short 3 months.
Well ,what do I hope for when I m 19?
I hope that I will learn more about myself this year.
I hope that I will learn more about life.
I hope that I will reach closer to my dreams.

2009-02-18T22:29:00.000-08:00

Monologue with self.

dear bloggie,

have I make the right choice?

o.O

aikss.

such an old woman already and yet not sure yet.

goodness.

most people probably knew it by the age of 10 or something.

and yet, ME old woman 19 years old liao

and still DON'T KNOW!!!!

sometimes I secretly wished I just ask some random old fengshui guy.

He say what then I just do what laa.

sheesh.

or maybe I knew the answer inside myself.

but maybe too afraid. Self doubt and fear.

why am I so afraid? why can't I have a tad bit confidence?

I hate myself.

I hate that I m so weak.

I hate that I m so easily swayed so easily influenced.Like a paddy plant blown by the wind.

I hate that I m such a hypocrite. Acting my way all the time.Pretending everything is okay.

I need to stop this.

I WANT to do things I like for once. And not because someone ask me.

I WANT to be stronger and have more opinions.

I WANT to stop pretending. I m so exhausted from acting laa. Goodness. so exhausting trying to be normal when inside I m like screaming like some f*cking lunatic.

I WANT to be more of myself and less of what people expect of me.

2009-02-03T05:13:00.000-08:00

this is way overdue but :

INTERNSHIP AT SC ASSOCIATES (AUDIT FIRM)

from left : William d playboy (haha) , ah yan d mature 23 yr old , me , ah ming d happy-go-lucky one, and mr lau my supervisor oso d butt of jokes and teasing at office

left : Ms mak d manager of d office n oso power women

right : Ms Yee d one that introduce me to boddhi group

so anyway spent 3 months there as a trainee. with various jobs ranging from shredding papers O.O to receptionist (for the day) to updating client list to tax assistant to book keeper O.O i did one day stock take oso at some random small shop at subang

all in all it was an okkk experience learn a lot and definitely matured a lot.

2008-12-12T05:46:00.001-08:00

Buddhist Volunteering work (Ushering)

this the poster for the buddhist musical thingy.

so anyway last saturday when to do volunteer work for buddhist youth organization,persatuan boddhi malaysia event, which is basically a buddhist musical.ermm wen in d morning to menara PGRM in the fternoon then wen about the place watching performance rehearsals n stuff. Its a buddhist musical thingy so there are dancers, singers etc. Then at 5 have to go briefing n stuff for ushers.At 7, ppl start packing the place n its crowded n i was busy like a bee.goodness start ushering checking evryone tickets n stuff n ask them 2 switch off their handphones.Then later fter ushering wen to help fold all these leaflets n later wen to curi tengok the show a bit.Manage to catch this amazing dance by this wheelchair bound dancer n I m utterly mesmerized by him cos he is so good.He make dancing on a wheelchair the most amazing thing ever n he make the able bodied dancers look like nothing.*Blown away* Then later have to says thanks to the audience who come 2 watch the show n then start panicking cos I dun have transport back home.Suppose 2 follow this guy who is fetching me 2 the LRT but in the end I ran off alone cos I couldn make it. below is the website for the event:

http://www.bodhi.org.my/

http://www.czrl4.bodhi.org.my/

2008-09-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

I know this post is way overdue but

NS IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!

to chinese gang kem bakau resort siri 5 kumpulan 3 :

(pic was taken on the last day of buddhist class)

left to right

Girls top:May( big sister/little lamb), Vicky (pretty trendy one),Gigi (cute,funny one)bottom:ME,yeechee (tomboy maid),Setling (rich girl) n oso Aeris(not in picture)(cute bouncy one)

Guys top:Ah Bear (chatty),Ah Sing (lengchai),No Name (laughing buddha),Ah Wai (sentimental one),Tony (mega tall one 185 cm) ,Ah Tou (ketua lapor) ,CheeChoon (frog),Ah Liang (hamsap liang) ,Ah Hou (the one with the supermodel girlfren/lengchai one) ,Vincent (nono),Ah Fung (mega quiet one)

bottom:Ah Yong (old man),O di (badboy),Jay Chou (look n talk like jay chou),Jacky Wu (irritating one :P) ,Ah Shuan (girl's bestfren/LENGLUI) ,Siew June (mega tall one 190 cm sheesh) michael (not in picture)( michelle!!!) kelvin (not in picture)(bibobibo)
I MISSED U GUYS!!! *HUGS* THANK U FOR ALL D NICE MEMORIES!!!

this is me in the heavy baju loreng!!!! we have to march under d hot sun in THIS!!! n during the marching competition ALPHA (my kawad team) got first place!!!!!! ^^

the only 7 chinese girls in the entire camp!!!! out of 60 girls.O.O n we were wearing what they call 'baju kelas' which is basically the clothes that u have to wear for character building class n kenegaraan classes.n me with the thingy on the shoulder is called a 'pangkat' a post cos I got the lousiest post of all which is:ketua kaum cina wanita O.O

THE FIRST DISH I EVER COOK IN MY WHOLE LIFEEE!!!!!!!! while camping in d jungle,all we get 2 eat is tinned sardines,eggs,rice,tinned green beans etc

THE LAST NITE!!!! taken the nite before we depart camp n this pic was taken with cikgu Nasir my favourite teacher haha at first i thought he was perverted but he's really nice n treat us all equally.haha

this is my bed!!!! around 20 of us sleep in the dorm !!! thats my name pasted on the cabinet!!!

posing with the M16 guns!! first time in my life i held a gun in my hands n shoot it!! but the impact was hard laa n my shoulders hurt but all in all its fun haha

2008-06-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

EXAMS.ARE.OVER.
>.<
need i say more?
oh ya
NOTICE: I M OFF TO NS TMR.
this blog shall be very dead until september. not that it is not very dead now either.
have very mixed feelings bout NS.
i hope i dont die there O.O but if i do i would like 2 state here that i wished 2 be cremated n not be buried cos i dun wanna become PETROLEUM few gazillion years later!!! oh god should i start a will first?
oh ya since i wanna give farewell wishes also because i m never ever gonna see u guys anymore for goodness how long
BYE BYE KIWI SHAJITHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BYE BYE VIJAL BRINJAL!!!!!
BYE BYE JEY!!!!!!!!!!!!
BYE BYE KHAI WEN!!!!!!!!!
BYE BYE YILI!!! (if u r goin off)
BYE BYE PIKYIN (if u r goin off)
BYE BYE RACHEL NGE!!
BYE BYE MCKL!!!!
BYE BYE SO7O1 ALPHA N ARTS!!!!!

2008-04-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

Thank You.
*breathes in*
Thank you
Grace, for your super adorable kon teddybear!!,Michelle ,for you teddy love box,i'll put all my memorable messages in them instead of coins, Ee Ching,for the super cute flower, i'll put it in my vase,Weishan, for the teddybear its standing side by side with grace's teddy by my table haha, Jia Wei,for your notebook,you notebook santa laa haha Yili + Kahyan +Pikyin for the teddytales pencil case and white nail polish and the super heavy keychain!!!
Beverly,for you wish on frenster this year i WILL wished you!!! muahaha *determined* Lizhen,for the wish on frenster of course i didnt forget you!!!
Also thank you for all the people who sms me on my birthday,
Ee Ching and Kahyan who sms me 12 midnite, Munkuan who is the last 2 sms me and who still remembers my birthday !!! *touched* we never keep in touch for so many years and yet you remember, Weishan for your adorable sms,Liyoke,Jessica,Daphne,Yili,Pikyin,Chong Zeen oh god who else did i miss?
And also to everyone who wished me on my brithday Shajitha,Vijal,Ashwin,Benjamin etc
Thank you to all of you who attended the gathering yesterday thank you for making me feel so happy i had a great time and i misses all of you!!!! I feel so comfartable with all of you thank you for accepting me as a fren with my obvious flaws *hugs*
Arigato gozaimasu!!!
XD
* breathes out*

2008-04-23T21:32:00.000-07:00

Turning 18
Hit the big 1-8 on tuesday.Its weird considering how much time flies and the fact that I'm officially OLD.*grows beard* in 2 yrs time i'll hit the twenties!!! aiks!!! gahhh more responsibilities no more depending on mom n dad anymore *sobs* i've grew 2 depend on them a lot weiii n i've dunno how could i adapt.
Looking back,when i was 12 i wanna be 18 cos back then u tink being 18 is cool u'll get 2 do a lot of stuff on ur own and now that i'm 18,i wanna go back being twelve!!!!! haha but 18 is without its perks
below are few things that i can LEGALLY do (muahahhaha)
1.smoke
2.go to nightclubs without having to resort to fake IDs (not that i'm a nightclub person i'm more of the piano bar jazz bar type of person)
3.do drugs (oh wait this is not legal)
4.have my OWN bank account
5have my OWN credit card
6.have sex (O.O)
7.get married (mega O.O)
looking back at my younger days i feel so EMBARASSED at all the stupid things i've done wei.*hides* although my memory of my younger days isn't very clear but a few things stuck out.I've remember all the stupid fights i had wiv my frens over silly things,not realising that i dun get 2 see them often anymore.like i remember how i fought with liyoke once over something riduculously stupid that i m too embarassed 2 mention.*smacks head* i mean is that me?!! how could i've been SO stupid?
i've remember crying like shit back wen i was 9 because my teacher switches places and i dun get 2 sit wiv my best fren anymore.O.O
i've remember how immature i've behave wen i was 11 or 12 all the stupid things i've done.eg spitting saliva on a polysterene and throwing it at d back row people.or use d highlighter and draw smilies on people shirt.or playing ice and fire.O.O
i've remember all the stupid things me n liyoke did back in form 4.like sipping milk chocalate in class,singing "because u love me" gossiping about evryone.giving evryone in class nicknames.eg black widow etc
i've dont think i've done anything stupid wiv michelle or grace cos they are very grounded people.O.O
sighhh
those were childish days that i wished i've forgotten i mean is that really me?!!! omgoodnesss as i grew i've learned a few things
1.I've learned that the purpose we are living and breathing on this very earth is to serve others.those who dont understand will lead a hard life
2.I've learned that i dont have 2 give a damn about wat people think or say cos they are not living my life.
3.i realised that i dont have to conform 2 watever anyone expects me 2 do.hey if i wanna dye my hair pink i'll just dye pink
4.i've learned that social status is just that.its just a everyone perception.most important is how u feel or whether u r happy with what u r doin.like there r some people who become doctors for their parents n i think thats wrong
the most important is whether u r happy doin it.:P

2008-03-10T03:05:00.000-07:00

POLITICAL REVOLUTION
okiess!!! so anyway have to blog about march 8 cos its probably end up in sejarah negara.this is so chi ching at the age of 40 would nvr forget things like these
anyway one of malaysia most shocking moments happen cos the opposition won 5 STATES (penang,selangor,kedah,kelantan,perak)
OMGOODNESSSSS~~~~~~~~
*wipes sweat*
wait..cn i blog things like these? O.O better not say much so anyway opposition won quite a lot of parliamentary seats cant remeber the figures weii n in my area (petaling jaya utara) is bein controlled by DAP.haih regret that nite didnt went n listen to the speech cos was flicking thru utube n found snipppets of the ceramah
anyway on march 8 my whole family was on the couch watching the tv screen so anyway at d beginning BN won a lot in the sabah n sarawak n we were between flicking channels n denn *dang dang dang* around 11 something...
--samy vellu lost--
*silence*
--sharizat lost to anwar daughter--
*silence*
--penang state falls to DAP---
*more silence*
OMGOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i m like fricking shocked weiiii its like "harr?!!! r u serious?!!!" then i have to wear my glasses to check whetehr i read properly *freaks out* its quite bewidering then i m glued to the tv screen till 2 something n i couldnt take it anymore n plonk on my bed this seriously affect malaysia n all its people weiiii
i mean wats happening? its like some new era or something weiii more results cn be found on the malaysia kini website n more googling lead me to my area MP's blog O.O nt sure whether i should disclose here fuhhhhhhh n theres a BLOGGER turn ELECTION CANDIDATE hahaa
hu says blogging is wasting time ?

2008-03-01T05:20:00.000-08:00

World Soft Toy Day
so anyway on thurs we had this soft toy day thingy organized by the juniors carmen n ermm how 2 spell his name yun hee or something i just dismissed it off as something childish until lilien send me a message " brin soft toys!!" so wat the heck just brought ee yore to college to be paraded off den went to school n fuhh!!! soft toy galore laaa shajy brought a puppy that looks really like a real dog haha then my class guys all super feminine laa sze wei was purposely acting all gay with devan's koala haha!!! then ben chui is acting gay oso cos he sleeps with his soft toy!!!! omgoodness the world has change weiii n ben chui's one is exactly like shajy ones juts diff color then ermmm durin physics lab my close fren hurt me n i cried that time n we freakinly skipped half of physics lab sorry mr chan~~~sigh i m so possesive of my frens at times den durin break justin throw his super dirty purple dinosaur aptly named " Dino" at us !! eeekkkksss den
MS LIM BROUGHT A SOFT TOY!!!!!
omgoodnesss !!!! n wen we ask y she chosen that soft toy she said cos it has big brains like her hhahhahaha
all in all it was a good idea to brin our softtoys !!! to lighten the mood at col

2008-02-22T03:12:00.000-08:00

solid proof that chi ching is a lazy person
*stares at blog*
okis!! so anyway february was d happening month!!!!
CNY
okiees!!! so anyway cny was like how it is evryyr go back to tangkak with the chinese new year songs blazing in the car cue " gong xi gong xi gong xi ni!!" den ermm stays at granpa hse den ermmm reunion dinner but wat i love most is the countdown in nw yr eve super nicee gorgeous fireworks and the neighbours all play firecrackers n stuff *smile* haha den erm our neighbours oso go amok n set off this 3000 bucks fireworks den my 5th uncle oso set off this super long fire cracker!!! makes my ears go deaf haha den on the second day went to my mums side fuyoh frm 12 till 12 midnite!!!! goodness went hse hopping frm tangkak to melaka to muar etc den have this great dinner at nite wiv my sister keep hinting to me that my cousin brother who was sitting beside me is her TYPE.goodness laaa sheesh n we were sitting right smack in the middle of a wedding reception!!!!! *fans self* with all the people around us goin yam sengg O.o then on the 3rd day went to my uncles who is also an along open hse OO but my uncles was nice they had an indian chef and the food was nicee okkkk thats about cny cant really remember much anymore oh ya n the last count of yeesang eaten is 8!!!! wakakaka
Valentine Day
okies!!! V day is also officialyy Single.Awareness.Day haha note the acronyms so anyway V day was like any normal skl day for me went to skl n receive chocaltes frm frens n wishes.i wished it was friday laa so that boleh go out but oh well n m shocked no one gave anytin to vijal or olivia *gasp* i was expecting bouquets on vijal the brinjal desk though hmmm okkk since there is nothin absolutely to blog about V day i shall post this!! muahhahhahaha
CHI CHING'S DREAM GUY
notice the word dream guy that exist only in dreams n not in reality
hmmmmmmm i dun prefer any specific type though nerd,rocker,smarty pants,lala dun really have a particular type i guess most important is the CONNECTION cos some people although they are like the perfect dream guy eg hot + smart + really sweet = perfect dream guy.but u just dun feel the "sparks" den there is no point riteee cos wen u feel the sparks only u will make an effort to maintain the relationship.i guess u can feel the connection like same frequency like that the connection is like how i feel wen talkin wiv my close frens its just feel right and u noe u want 2 spend time talkin 2 that person haha for example the connection i feel wen i m speakin to grace,li yoke,vijal and michelle like that like u feel like talkin to them everytin n tellin them evrytin like that just that my close frens r girls n i havent met a guy close fren before
in short words my dream guy would be a guy who is my best fren haha
OB Nite
okies!!! so anyway OB nite was yesterday
HAIR
clip it up with a clip
MAKEUP
vijal's mom help by using my makeup bought a lot of stuff like eyeliner mascara etc etc
DRESS
jingle's dress which is gorgeous!!!!! i love the design on the back of the dress
SHOES
jessica mega silver high heels
TOTAL EXPENDITURE ON OB NITE=100 bucks
yessss i spend 100 bucks on makeup and acesssories so sue me kkk but buying make up is a good investment cos u cn use it for years!!!
so anyway OB nite was normal i guesss haha so went to vijal hse to get ready then have to hike the MONORAIL to crowne plaza hotel!!!! aiksss so much for grand entrance laaa n d whole time vijal n her mum is arguing *pats vijal* tension is really high between them n its affecting my mood as well so anyway wen we walk down the stairs to the ballroom we saw so many mat sallehs n we were thinking "did we come to the right place?" then called shajy haha n we are at the right place OO so anyway the rooom was spacious!!! i mean seriously big!!!! n d chandeliers r preetty the went around camwhoring n chattin about n the n there were performances by vanessa,lilien,manpreet n their belly dancing,the bands by the marchies and the new batch etc etc it was reall nice performances n evry1 did a good job vanessa voice is amazing n rishma was H-O-T haha and evry1 look so good that nite!!!! the girls especially so much diff frm their normal skl wear
for example michelle's sister is like fuyoh!!! seriously pretty that nite n evry1 dress r gorgeous for example like rachel nge's dresss its really nice i love the red colour of the dreess now comes the FOOD!!!! the moment i've been waiting for the food was okay for example fettucini,mushrooms etc n i broke my vegetarinisme again wen i saw the lobster soup!!!! mmmm...n the choc mousses was pretty okay just a tad too sweet then the dance floor open n fuyoh!!! evry1 turn amok haha!!!! i was just moving about attempting to dance a little and laughing like a mad cow haha fuyoh!!! n i saw ms suen jia wei letting loose on then wild floor working on it *shocked* on the fternoon evry1 was like good girls study n all n in the nite its a diff story haha n i saw kenneth dancing oso!!! haha n its just bewildering haha n chun meng was so cute laaa!!! jumoing up n down like that HAHA n sze wei was tryin very hard to dance n goin " oh shit" if he got the steps wrong haha there r so many funny monments n theres one wen ghana was dancing at li yoke n she turn away haha so anyway on the dancefloor i was laughin non stop only oh well
but i feel the dance floor is very how to say arrr like empty n meaningless like u just dance n go siao for a few moments n thats it
so me, li yoke n hui wen( the "non clubbers" ) went around the place takin photos n exploring the hotel there also like a lounge bar n we listen a bit n the place is really gorgeous!!!! the lights n all n super lot of mat sallehs who just give us curious stares hhaa

2008-01-31T03:50:00.000-08:00

bewarned : emo post to the few ppl hu read this (michelle etc) dun read it if u dun wan ur mood 2 b crushed
i want a gang not 1 close fren
i want a gang of nice sincere frens nt a gang hu backstab each other once someone leaves the table i swear if i heard someone again backstabbin at each other i will scream why is it like this why must certain ppl screw evrytin up why all the drama why r u lying at each other why r u talkin bad about each other frens dun do this to each other frens dun go tell other ppl n d whole world each other secrets frens dun cal their frens bitches frens dun laugh at their frens
I want a close fren that shares same classes with me my only close fren d one that i cn talk 2 to is in a diff class n out timetables clashed so i cnt talk 2 her cnt share with her my class stories n cnt eat break 2geter why must i be in alpha laaa i wanna go beta where i cn talk 2 li yoke like we always do back in highschool i wanna play cards wiv li yoke n hui wen n jingle tey all
i want a gang u noe a gang where u play 2geter n trust each other a gang where i cn talk freely
its been such a long time since i cn talk freely in a gang nowadays i just join random ppl n just listen quietly the only time where i cn talk freely is with li yoke tey all n tere r nt in my class so i cnt hang out wiv them muchh
*cries heart out*
its been such a long time since i talk freely
not that i have no frens but its just ppl that is acquantances not real frens just random ppl whom u noe deep down that u wont click off as good frens
i wanna talk freely i dun wanna remain silent like this i dun wanna remain a stone
oh god i m feeling more stoned evryday n ppl whom i dun trust keep buggin me n backstabbin their frens n tellin me their frens secret why cant u juts leave n go? n stop buggin me
*scream*
i wanna wanna talk i wanna wanna have a fren
i want a fren thats all
is that too much to ask?
T^T
T^T
i dun wanna be a a stone
i want to live
i dun wanna be a stone n just listen quietly to ppl conversation n just laugh at their jokes
i wanna talk freely
where d stuff i said isnt weird
guess in my current situation thats impossible
T^T
all this backstabbing that u guys r doin (u noe hu u r) is killin me
i want a fren
a sincere fren
i cannot continue being such a cold person anymore cos one day i will crumble
n i m scared i cnt get up once i crumbled

2008-01-31T02:53:00.000-08:00

Orientation
okkkk so its orientation for the newbies and their class name is lamda and gamma haha makes alpha and beta sounds so much better weii haha so ermm didnt went for the orientation in d mornin cos i wanna sleep!! dun really noe wat happen either but ermmmm ragging is normal lorr all the newbies have 2 get our signature but no fair laa some people frm jan batch names is not on d list n i put my name as sotong and whoever draw me a sotong i will sign for them so it become my trademark n a few juniors come up 2 me n ask me " can i draw a sotong for u?" haihz sigh some people really dunno how 2 draw a sotong few gave me an octopus n 1 even draw me a prawn!! goodness and ermm some normal ragging is singing doing random stuff like fetching water bottle etc n some extreme ones are like d one me weekiat shajy n vijal rag a guy 2 propose 2 a girl for a date for ob nite n he got rejected omg poor fellow in a whole room of ppl he gt rejected *guilty* poor guy is scarred for life weiii but he didnt look sad though he just treat it as a joke n manpreet is seriously mean at ragging laa ask people to climb up n down the staricase 5 times,ask joseph brother 2 stand at d centre of library with his leg up,ask pikyin sister 2 sit under a table etc etc and random ragging is askin d juniors 2 play ice n fire O.O d most extreme and meanest one is chun meng laa!! ask a junior 2 eat chilipadi meanie *smacks* and arjan put his nickname as horny so gt random juniors goin around askin random questions such as "r u horny?" hahahhahhahah
so comments on this yr batch is they look so young!!! i mean they look so innocent n all haha n theres a lot of sisters n brothers pair like khai wern brother,pikyin sister,kenneth sister,joseph brother,christie brother,neighbour brother who is oso my neighbour whom i discovered days ago etc etc n NO HOT GUYS!!! ZERO NIL NADA sighhhh but there is one who looks 10% like peterpan!!!! cos that day durin pre u meeting i was sitting facing the crowd n most of the time i ddint wear glasses so wen i turned i thought i saw a ghost of peterpan *gasp* cos he look like peterpan frm certain angle den later wen he ask my signature n i get 2 look close up properly only realise he look 15% like peterpan *phew* frm near he doesnt look like him at all *phew* but still ARGH just wen i forgotten all about peterpan his lookalike come n haunt me T^T T^T T^T sigh hav2 wait till uni to gawk at hot guys
orientation is normal normal lorr i guess its fun for people who likes 2 bully other people but i tink its direspectful just because we r there for 1 yr doesnt give right to treat them like that

2008-01-24T22:42:00.000-08:00

Language of The Heart
Yesterday while laying on my bed,I chanced upon the language of the heart.The language of the heart is very weak but thankfully its still there.Thankfully it havent died yet underneath all these social pressure and expectations.Haha.I was just laying down on my bed thinking and thinking of all these random things then it just hit me.
So this is what the language of the heart is telling me:
-That I m in a wrong situation.I shouldn't be in A-Levels.I should instead go to a liberal arts education system where people get to developed more skills,explore more about themselves etc.I think the education system is wrong.Because all it has produced is job ready machines and not people with awareness and who can think.This is wrong and it will crumble down one day when it realise they are just moving at the same point and not moving forward.But sigh I cant do much because my parents want me to be in A-Levels.
-That I should become a psychologist and help people.I know I will have my greatest strenght only when I help people.I have no idea how those multi billionaires got their motivation from but I knew that I m only strong when I help people.I still remember few months back when I help a blind and something inside me just blossom and its such a wonderful feeling.I feel so strong then like I could conquer anything.
-That I should paint again.These restrictions around me all these rules and regulations is killing me.I need to get out of this situation.I need to go somewhere open somewhere liberal where I could paint again.Paint anything I want Paint my thoughts paint the scenery and just soaked myself in my art.Lose myself in my art.Its been such a long time since I felt that and I wanna feel that again.
-That I should read more.There is something calling for me.And I am seeking for it.
I m not seeking for happiness because happiness is within yourself.
I m not seeking for companionship because eventhough someone is miles away You can still see them inside you.
I m seeking for something.And that something wont reveal themselves to me until I m ready.
-That I should travel around the world.I got so many questions I wanna ask the world.And I can only acheive that unless I travel my ownself.
-That I should become a vegetarian.Its sick the way those guys just killed animals killed the cows and hang them in poles just like that.That is wrong weii.Eventhough they are animals they deserve a better life.They are still part of nature part of the environment.
why do I have a feeling I'll end up as a nun arr?

2008-01-12T04:46:00.000-08:00

*drums roll*
WELCOME BACK TO MALAYSIA GRACE YEE LILI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D
:D

haha u r so gonna kill me for putting ur picture here!! but i will put it anyway muahhaahha
cant wait for my exams to over so that can meet up!!!
speakin of exams gahhhh
chem practical-- ermm it was like all d past yr got titrations n stuff but argh apparently the titration reading is 26.6 n mine is 27.1!!! T^T T^T byebye 3 marks *sob* n i brought my whole pile of past yr inside and then jus copy directly onto the answer sheet cos the questions r similiar O.O not that i m complainin :D
M1-- ermmm d begining was ok until question 6 i have no freakin idea how come i cannot find d answer!! evry1 seems to got it except me T^T byebye 5 marks and then for the last questions i can prove d equation but cant seem to get the last answer byebye 6 marks T^T
physics practical-- of all the exams laa i cant believe this is the hardest wei!! have to be quarantined from 2-6 den frm 7-9 =.= gahhhh why la mckl only satu physics lab so durin quarantine chiching does what chiching does best = waste time.so spent the whole time honing my cho tai ti skills until i m a poker expert and my longest record is 4 wins in 1 row!!! muahahhahah and get 2 order mcD oso hahah anyway back to physics prac when i first walk into the lab my first reaction was to ::blink:: cos the apparatus in front of me is super complicated then we get question sheet and blabla start doin experiment it was not until i got a percentage difference of 70% (!!!!!) then i started panicking @%&* but cnt repeat experiment!!!! argh argh den switch to another experiment and i only put 1 spoon of ice inside the water not 1 heapful of ice!!! so my temp diff is only 8 celsius while others gt 12 celsius T^T T^T (i have no idea why i didnt put in 1 heapful instead) den come to the string tension experiment and i have no idea whether my answer is correct *in doubt* and the fter the test discuss with evry1 and apparently my % difference isnt the highest others gt like 140% etc *panicky* crap laa i guess i have to repeat physics practical exam weii T^T T^T

2008-01-02T21:45:00.000-08:00

YEAR 2008
okkk!!! so i made a special edition post to commerate the year 2008.
well all in all year 2007 was a different year for me cos went to a totally new environment but see the same faces again haha i have no idea whether this is a good thing or a bad thing cos like my best fren,olivia ho li yoke is still wiv me n we cn still chat like we always do back in highschool.but on d flip side cant really hung out wiv new ppl much oh well *shrugs* college life is different frm highskl as in d fact that skl hours are less and we get 2 go out n eat n stuff.and the highlight lunchtime restaurant would be "RESTORAN CHEONG HUA" ^^ me like the vegetarian food there!!! haha and 1/2 of my classmates r like frm wesley so no biggie there.plus lecturers r like highskl lecturers type normal classes homework etc
okokok!!! so wat happen in 2007?
oh crap what really did happen in 2007?
*tries hard 2 recall*
*tries really hard 2 recall*
*gives up*
okok i cant remember wat happen in 2007 but i think its in my past entries has all the events there.but i guess character wise i change a bit
CHI CHING'S CHANGES
1.I become a vegetarian
i m officially a baby vegetarian cos i only stop eatin meat for like 4 months and NO the reason is not because i follow vijal but because in macau this chinese doctor said that my health is very bad.he talks as if i m gonna die wen i m 40 or something so i have to start eatin healthily.so i m now into those healthy eating fad and stuff.n i m into exercise and stuff
daily meal plan
breakfast : cereal,nuts and blueberries with milk
lunch: yeemee,panmee,horfun all kinds of mee
dinner: rice with toufu or veggies
snacks: apples and oranges (i love oranges and i think i ate a bit too much cos my skin is so sickly yellow colour)(i ate 2 orange per day btw)
2 I become less senstitive
i mean last time wen i was young n gay (as in happy gay not gay gay),i used to get irritated so easily and start behaving like a bitch.but now wen ppl yell at me i cn just forget about it and act like nothin happen i guess i dun see the point in yelling back instead i would look at d person n think "poor soul gettin so angry" o.O i've feelin more like a nun each day
3.I become less high
i mean back in highschool i use to laugh loudly scream loudly and stuff but now no more now i m like a piece of dead fish who doesnt experience much emotions in a day.i got an emotional range of a teaspoon.which i dunno is a good thing or a bad thing.hmmmm
4.I learned that i wanna help other people in my career
i wanna choose a career where i help people like social services et cetera i dun wanna work like my dad like that work so hard and make more money and stuff but in terms of spritual wealth he doesnt gain much
so to end this post here are some things 2 look forward to the year 2008!!!
i m officialy goin 2 be a university student by the end of the year!! *gasp*
i have to endure NS for 2.5 mths wake up in d mornin n march doin exercises etc etc expose to the sun for a minimun of 6 hrs per day oh the joy
i have to decide what i wanna become wen i m old and wrinkly!! arghhhh i hate makin career choices blekk
but psychology is my choice for now.
apparently some feng shui guy predict i m gonna be a an accountant (huh?!!!)
BEIJING 2008 OLYMPICS!!!! *woot* olympics mania wei i hope china win more medals wakkakkaka (pro china)
leap year !!!! woohoo one of the d days in 4 yrs weiii
D GRAY MAN MANGA !!! hope it runs more chapters !!!!

2007-12-02T22:18:00.000-08:00

bewarned: chiching is high.
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HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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current wishlist
-PAULO COELHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his books i mean omgomgomgomgomg i WANNNNN his books currently i have only 2 with me which is ~~the alchemist~~ and ~~the witch of portabello~~ i wanna MORE!!!!!! i wanna read the rest like the valkryies,by the river preidra i sat n wept (ignore my disastrous spelling) etc
*cue britney spears song*
"gimme gimme more gimme gimme more"
-My sister keeper by Jodi Piccoult
this blog has officially become chiching desires announcements blog.for the very few living humans who read it pls proceed to lend stuff to deprived chiching.
-Neil Gaiman books
me wanna read ~~~STARDUST~~~ cos me love d movie!!! i love d whole concept of modern fairytales thing n d fantasy element in it.haha n d dead ppl soul is funny.i read a the first few chapters in d bookstore of his books d other day n i love it!!!
-Philip Pullman: The amber spyglass
i read already the first 2 books courtesy of shajitha n me WANNN read the third one!!!! the 2nd book ending is hang n me wanna read it!!!!!!!!

2007-11-16T06:39:00.000-08:00

Event: MACAU TRIP
Date: 8-10 November
Okay!!! Am finally going to blog about my trip to MACAU!!!! (for the blur,macau is next to hongkong)
in chronological order
Day 1
pack, take cab blablabla then take a flight I HATE SITTING IN AEROPLANES cos i have air sickness and all den i hav 2 eat this air sickness pills ok den reach macau!!! yay!!! den take bus 2 the hotel macau is very different from what i expected cause the road sign r in portugese, cantonese and english.O.O but despite the national language being protugese n stuff i dun see any protugese ppl around cos all around me is chinses ppl n its like in all those hong kong movies n all where the ppl live in flats and the place is seriously crammed n stuff.Then we reach the hotel wiv a protugese name ermm cant remmeber the name infamte something i love the hotel!!!! i love all hotels actually cos got nice nice bathrooms n i love d beds cos its all cosy n all!!! *hugs* n fuiyoh the tv channels is like whoa so many weii macau being near hongkong gets all the tv transmissions n apparently hong kong got over 100 tv programmes transmission!!! fuiyoh not bad then at nite went down 2 walk in macau n THERE ARE 30 CASINOS IN MACAU goodness las vegas china style walk till my legs hurt i can finally understand why macau-ians r so skinny weii cos their main source of transportation is walkin!!! since the road r all crammy n stuff they spend their days walkin about n at nite at 8.30 can even so many skl kids clad i their uniforms walkin about tsk tsk i never realise how big malaysia is until i went macau cos even the restaurants r tiny n we hav2 crammed with 2 other ppl on the tables n macau dishes is served in seriously BIG portions like double of our wantan mee or yee mee size culture shock n at nite the city is alive with lights n all n frm a far distance its so pretty!!!!
Day 2
woke up n stuff n its time 2 go 2 ZHUHAI!!!! its located in china beside macau then went to the immigration dept n all one thing i notice about the china ppl crossin d border is that they walked really fast !!! its almost like they are rushing about for goodness knows wat n would bump you to the side if u ever crossed their way O.O n a number of them even fight in the lines while queuing up to cross the borders i didnt realise how malaysianised i am until i was standing beside the pack of them cos malaysian chineses n china chinese accent,thinking and even from the way we look are totally different from them.then after crossing the border our tour guide appeared n bring us sight seeing around the place.
1st stop:theme park
its a beautiful theme park located at the mountains n we get 2 sit a cable up 2 the mountains!!! whee~~ but genting cable cars r so much safer compared 2 the cable car that we sat cos the only thing preventing us frm flying off the cablecar would be the metal rod stuck between our legs.after reaching d peaks get 2 see the whole of zhuhai n its pretty!!!! then there's a whole love legend surrouding the temple n we get 2 see the statues build after the lovers.then we ride a ermm cheaplak rollercoaster down.cos the guy was controlling the speed n its slow!!! :(
2nd stop:temple
so we went to this old temple n stuff and i saw turtles sunbathing!!! hahahahhahah the turtles was lying flat on their tummies on top of the rocks hahahha n den saw ducks n u get 2 feed the ducks!!!
3rd stop: ancient monuments of chen fang house
chen fang is some rich chinese dude long time ago n the remain of his house is still there we get to see all the old old houses in china long long time ago n d place is huge weii!!! we get 2 visit the old calligraphy works also n history about chen fang the place was really nice n all really cultural n the archictecture was amazing
4th stop: some chinese medicine factory
one thing that goes side by side with a tour in china would be the visits to commercial sites *pissed* cos we are pactically being forced to go 2 this stupid room n listen 2 this guy marketing their products!!! then we got pushed 2 see this chinese medical doctor n when it come 2 my turn he keep sayin all this mean stuff like my kidney n liver is gonna have problems or something like that!!! *pissed off* talkin as if i m really unhealthy n all!! T^T T^T so now i have 2 eat stupid chinese herbs n seahorse!!!!
then at nite went to the venetian hotel which is like asia 2nd largest hotel or something n its gorgeous!!!! its modelled after the venetian architecture n stuff n there's even an indoor granola (small boats) fuiyoh n d place was really nice n all the chandeliers r really gorgeous n even d bathrooms have golden toilet seats *starry eyes*
then i manage 2 went into the casino compound!!! muahhaahhaha n witness every1 losing their money.well after losing like the 40 bucks my dad gave me i just stop the idea that i would strike it rich cos the place probably controlled by the inside people.as in like 9 out of 10 people would lose money cos they being manipulated by the inside casino people anyway so i cant understand why people want 2 try their luck and place such big bets to lose it all in the end.
Day 3 :flight back to KL
so catch the 12' o clock flight back 2 kl !!! i missed kl hahahha even though surrounded by chinese in macau i feel like a total sesat foreigner

2007-10-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

Event: Movie marathon
Venue: Times Square
okies!!! so on friday went out wiv shajy,yili,timing n weekiat 2 watch resident evil 3:Extinction.n before d show yili n i was sesat sigh put 2 directionless people together n tis is wat u got i cant believe i tersesat even though times square is like my second home O.O
chiching's reviews.Resident Evil 3: Extinction
hmmm personally i would give it ermmm 3/5 for the action scenes n stuff n milla jovovich is HOT weii!!! n d action scenes so cool!!! i wish i can shoot like that!!! hahahah i mean wen d mutants come towards her she slice them off wiv her 2 parangs den d mutants jus felll down d floor like that !!! coolness n got another hot girl i dunnno wat the actress name n she can kick ass oso weii sighh *looks at self meagle karate skills* n so depressing laa cos so many people died T^T especially got one hero who shajy is swoonin after oso die i dunno wats d actor name but he sacrifice himselff by stuckin bombs onto his body den rush into the mutants crowd n set d bomb on fire killin like 75% of d mutants n himself n before that he smoked a cigarette like that's d thing he wanted 2 do before he died T^T T^T n got another girl acted by christina millian n she died oso!!!! cos she try 2 help d people escaped so risk herself gettin pecked by mutant crows *blows on tissue*
so in conclusion,hot woman + lots of fighting + gore = resident evil 3
den after that we went n watch another movie!! weekiat went home so left me shajy timing n yili.n we decide to watch another movie n make it a movie marathon but problem is we cant decide which movie!!! cos all of us hav our own opinions n stuff haha n like shajy said if we r a venn diagram in maths we hav no intersection haha so in the end me n shaj went n watch the seeker cos we r book nerds n the seeker is based on a fantasy novel.timing n yili went n watch the detective
chiching reviews: The Seeker: The dark is rising
the begining was nice n all but then halfway the story sorta blow out off steam cos its so random.I mean the whole story is about this boy who on his 14 birthday gained his true powers basically like those normal quiet boys who turned out 2 b heroes etc the boy discovered that he is the last of an "elder" and he is d seeker that is supposed 2 look out for "signs"
sounds cool huh the storyline? but its actually quite dissapointin cos the story shift so abruptly i mean suddenly he travel through time n landed on d barbarians age the another time he landed on victorian age so all very random n very abrupt.
haha but gt on part after he gained his powers he was fighting with his brother n he pushed 2 of them really hard (not something he can do before he gain his powers) n sent them flying onto the stairs haha n den d brothers was like "what is that all about?" then one of them said" i dunno,puberty?" hahhahaahhahahahha
all is all i would give it ermmm 2.5/5

2007-09-10T01:02:00.000-07:00

Event: Driving Test
Date:10 Sept
OMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*squeals*
I PASSED DRIVING TEST FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME WITHOUT BRIBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*throws flowers*
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okkkkk *calms down* okkk!!! so anyway this mornin went 4 driving test blablabla sit down there n wait n guess hu i saw my old primary class mate catherine former skl mate ming xiang n present college mate emmanuel.O.o evry1 lives in PJ weii hahahahaha wait for like 2-3 hrs mi gosh so long for the slope test
OMG I CNT BELIEVE I PASS SLOPE WEIII
cos like went i reach d peak already ritee correct position n all but den d BRAKE JAMMED!!! *freaks out* so i m like all "crapp!!!!!" n all n start mutterin curses n push d stupid thing really hard with all the strength i ever have.fter no effects,den i tell the JPJ guy that the brakes r jammed with panic expression but he tak peduli me so i was stuck there for like 5 whole freakin minutes until d nice indian driving centre guy come n help me push d brakes.O.O *strangles JPJ guy* den did the whole parking thingy n 3 point turn thingy but it was all so easy to pass cos the guy praticically didnt see what we r doin at d 3 point turn.i think i did like >5 times movements weii in d 3 point turn.O.O
den fter that mi gosh wait for like 3 HRS for the stupid road test n by then i was bored out of my mind den my turn so did everytin blablabla i got a lady examiner O.O den ermm that time wen i was waiting at d road for all the car to pass the lady examiner said sumthing like "go laaa cepat sikit!!!!" den i m like "huh? not suposed 2 wait 4 d car mehhh?" O.O i guess she's bored oso den in d car she keep sayin "cepat la sikit!!! " n all but the road sign is 30 km/h wat m i supposed 2 do weii? den she says stuff like "release clutch!!!" n by then i was tinkin 2 myself "crapp!! fail one laaa" but then miraculously
I PASSED ROAD TEST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
with a near mark of 17/20
*phew*
mayb the lady JPJ examiner loves me after all
yay!!! i m officialy a
"LEGAL DRIVER"
muahahhahhhhaha

2007-09-05T01:17:00.000-07:00

Recent Events
1. H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!!!!!!!!
*screams*
*squeals* (if i m ever capable of doing it)
oh goodness i've been waiting this moment like since FOREVER !!!! n i will put it in very good use indeed haahhahah 1 week is still hols kkkk where i cn jus kick back relax n do watever i want 2 do *big grins*
2.oh god my cat gav birth 2 3 kittens jus now!!! n tey r all like a bunch of fur wished i wished i could load some pics but i m just too lazy to upload pictures wonder how some girls cn jus post new pics like evryday or sumthing *pays tribute* seriously
3.Port Dickson trip
okkk!!! so anyway went port dickson last sat wiv family n i luv d hotel!!!! its some guoman hotel resort thingy n was gorgeous!!!! hahahaha n when i wasn sleeping in d car suddenly the luggage guy jus open d door O.o scarieee weiii n it was embarassin hahaha den d room oso dmn nicee!!! double comforter balcony wiv all these comfy chairs n alll n walau 1 nite is like rm300++ *tsk tsk* but it was nice n all but i cn say d same for the beach cos ermm when i put my legs into the water ritee i saw a bun float by so explains how contaminated d water really is lorr nothin much happen really jus beach swimming eat seafood walk in d park etc etc but 1 thing there's NO hot shower T^T
4.i tried my very first mocktail in my whole entire lifee!!!! hahahah its sum weird thing called strawberry spider which taste as weird as its name O.O
*hyper mode *

2007-08-28T01:44:00.001-07:00

Event: MCKL graduation nite
Venue: sad state of a hall and (supposed to be) basketball court
Time: 7-11 pm
okiess!!! so anywayyy yesterday was the annual grad nite and it was normal normal lorr realise at 5 o clock only that i dont have transport and i rang up neighbour (cheewoh) and to my utmost horror he told me that he reached already walauu mega early weii so rushed through through lrt cos ms lim said i have to reach by 6.30 to help out with the thing n wen i reach ONLY i found out that evrytin was arranged O.O no more job for chiching and my duty was bein replaced by this teacher/staff in shining yellow shawl so with a lot of free time chiching does what she suck at the most = socialising.talk to quite a number of ppl whom i cannot remmeber their names O.O i think her name is pandora or something n oso saw a lot of d old badminton gang ppl namely neighbour,sifu 1,sifu 2,kheng li,kelvinder,isuru,grace n a lot of ppl i can recognise the face but i dunno their names.O.O
den help out yili with ushering n yili look damn HOT weiiiii *wolf whistles* mini skirttt hahahhaha n evry1 look nice that nitee oriental themes featurin jigglypuff and lilien n jia wei dressin all hawaii n walau benjamin chuichui parents come all the way from kuantan weii *awwwww* so sweet of his parents den erm d thing started with speeches blabla n i listen 2 d same guy i've been listening to since wesley namely dr tan kee kwong sayin d same thing i've been listening to for the past 4 yrs o.O den ermm wat happen? *ponders* ooh ya den prize giving the nite mite as well be changed to "isuru nite" cos i heard his name like 10 times at least den sneak out n unsuccessfully try 2 curi food frm d food table with jigglypuff den we walk in2 d hamlet room n saw all the guys in red lipstick!!! hahahhahaha den poetry recital with all the autumn leaves at the slide show den hamlet with tarrant lookin like a blue version of hang tuah hahaha n i dunt understand the play but the props r nicee
den dinnerr!!!!!! :D oh mi gosh i have to say here that i m so stupid cos actually i was early wann wen i reach the dinner table but then having been well bred with good manners *ahem* i thought i will wait for the VIP 2 eat first so i went off den wen i come back onii i realise 1 huge row lining up for food and they weere all not waiting for the VIP!!! *smacks head* so i was like the last 1% of the student population 2 get food n i get ais kacang overdose cos i ate like 3 times i think n it was sadly one of my fav food that nitee den ermm random socialising with ppl that i cnt remmeber their names den went home with ms lim
2day is a holidayy!!!!! ^^

2007-08-24T06:57:00.000-07:00

Event: last hangkai trip with beverly
Venue:Berjaya Times Square
okiesss!!! 2day dun hav lan!!!! wheeeee~~~ so go out for the very last time wiv beve n her boyfren joyce n me bcome lamp post a.g.a.i.n this is wat happen wen all ur frens hav boyfren n u r stil single o.o den bump around at kfc n den arcade i luv playing d racing car!!! altho i sucked at it but its soo u noe give u d adrenalin rush n all n i dun hav any sense of rhythm cos in d drums thing i got 2% while beve got 98% O.O den whoa lala heaven n all n saw these lala girl dancing d dancing machine n tey r really gud weiiii den oso play d basketball thingy wic is ok i guess fter bumping around,den watch perfect stranger wic is an odd show a seriously odd show n i come out of it feeling cheated personally i would give it a rating of ermm 3 stars for the acting haha but bewarned d story is a bit twisted haha n how come tey didnt sensored d thingy arr? cos gt all d F-word n all n a lot of hamsap scenes n halle berry looks really good weii for a 30 yr old n stuff
ok den wat happen? ermm nothin happen den i giv beverly my letter den go home n now here i m bloggin!!!

2007-08-04T00:48:00.000-07:00

Event: bbq nite
Date:2 august
Time:7.30pm-ermmm
Venue: mckl basketball court
okkk!!! so anyway thurs nite was bbq nite n da theme is "black and or white" (sounds confusing i noe) so skl finishes at 12.30 (yay!!!) went home blabla stoned till 6 sumtin den only i BEGAN 2 search for my clothes hahaah i thought d whole thing was formal so i end up lookin like i jus came back frm job interview O.o
in chronological order
6.00pm take out black top borrowed frm joann
6.15pm dig out all the black pants or black skirts that she ever owned.realises that she does not any white pants or white skirts.
6.30pm found old choir black pants
6.35pm realise that old choir black pants dont fit.
6.40pm major freaking out ("oh shit!!!!!") scurries around lookin at mom's wardrobe for black skirts n pants
6.45pm realise that mom's pants n skirts dont fit.freaks out more.
6.50pm saw small aunty ask her if she have a black skirt
7.00pm found out that skirt is quite tight. but oh well it will do.feels satisfied n wait for timing 2 come.
n so end up tere late like 8 sumtin n missed out d whole catwalk thing (nyek nyek) n oso missed d opportunity 2 take me pingpong cert n every1 look nice that nite especially like singning wear so feminine (!!) cos usually she's ta ka jie-ish n liyoke look very hiphop hahhah den wat hapen? oh ya got performances oso by melvin n alexander hu does d shuffling n its so cool!!! d pants so shiny n i like d way tey twist teir caps so yeng weii den got ben cheong on d guitar wic is oso good actually but i dun no anytin about guitars so i cant comprehend it den oh ya got jiggypuff band thing den got singing by esther phobe n ashwini but d suckiest mikes of all sucky mikes ruins d whole thing laa den got vanessa on d drums n its really cool cos she's got d sense of rhythm n stuff den got d july batch dance
okk!! den got food n its edible n stuff except fot the very salty chicken wic has been marinated a bit too long den blabla random chats wic i cant remember den hav2 go at 10!! T^T T^T cos i hav2 follow ms lim home
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ohh yaa i hav2 blog about me liyoke n lilieon eating trip yesterday hahhaha we ate frm 12.30-2 (O.o) first eat at tis super expensive restaurant where d food is so small potion n my oyster egg is GREEN.ugh n lilien calls it the "algae egg" hahahhaah bewarned 4 ppl hu actually read tis
------DO NOT EAT AT HING AUN RESTAURANT-----------
where 1 piece of fish is priced at rm30 (!!!!!) n d food is normal oniii
den fterwards still hungry we went 2 loke fatt restaurant where its packed wiv old indian man who drink 4 bottles of beer.*scared* tis is actually one of the few moments where i actually feel unsafe n threatened can feel all the male testerones n i really thought the old guy is goin 2 stand up n start fighting or sumtin but 4 d sake of nyonya-style fried fish *semangat* den tis d.o.m (dirty old man) in front of us start staring like really stare n stare at either liyoke or lilien den keep sayin stuff like "pretty or not?" 2 his frens n keep givin dirty looks.*shuddered* but his cantonese is dmn geng weii better than mine *ashamed* hahahah den he said 2 liyoke "lenglui wan a drink or not? for free" n keeep askin us stupid questions like " u all workin at public bank arrr?" come on laa do we even look like prostitues or wat
nxt time we go there in big numbers

2007-07-28T04:27:00.000-07:00

Event: MCKL games carnival
Time:8-4
Venue:mckl duhh
so anyway 2day is mckl games carnival lots of students come 2 d college eg kuancheng,catholic high,chonghwa gombak,wesley etc den stole a peek at my pingpong opponent wic is kuancheng school n tey look really pro n stuff n got custom made shirt endorsed by butterfly summore sure have coach wan tey all den oh god mckl cheer O.O poor july batch ppl laa got roped in 2 dance n i'm sure any cheerleader among d mass of ppl would b "aiyer tis is a cheer arr" n wendy who is like d leader is gone den speeches by dato tankee kwong,d same guy i've been listenin 2 4 d past 5 yrs n he's says the same stuff i heard for the last 5 yrs O.O den games begin n i basically hung out at pingpong room oohh ya there's tis little boy who is like form1 or sumtin n he's freakin cunted weii!!! so cuteee but he's serving n all really pro can screw ball n stuff *shocked* regarding d kuancheng girls 4/6 is not good but another 2 is freaking pro laaa *scared* tey train practicing teir forehand n its dmn cunted like last yr i saw d chonghwa girl like tat among d 6 3 of them look really familiar n i m sure i met them last yr at d pingpong competition den err competiion begins n stuff den bcome badminton linesman khaiwern n sze wei LOSE *shocked* cant bliv tey lose weii cos tey r like power doubles n stuff but tey too stressed laaa until cannot hit porperly n teir opponent is state player n tere's tis stella maris boy is like form1 but he's dmn good weiii in badminton so cutee den eat free lunch n vijal gave me her lunch so nice of her den finals n me n power women singning hav 2 face d pro 2 of kuancheng *screams* n i CANNOT take the girl serve!!!!!!! cos she cut n sorta spin den i CANNOT effiingg cut back!!!!!!! @#$%*& den she keep smashing like god knows how many times n den i cannot take her smash oso!!!!
*cries heart out*
T^T
T^T
T^T
i wanna learn how 2 serve like d girl!!!!
den blabla prize giving ceremony den go out n take 2nd place medal *embarassed* i really feel like i dun deserve d medal laa *hides face* hav2 shake matthews hand smile pose blekkk den winners of netball basketball pingpong badminton is wesley (O.O) n d onii wan tat mckl won is scrabble!!! hahahaha cos d july batch guy is cunted but i still cannot bliv tat eeling joann tey all can lose 2 wesley juniors in netball cos eeling tey all r cunted ppl but yet still lose but at least got 2nd place lorrr but whoa kuancheng girls r super scariee in basketball weiii
blehhhh now hav2 do report for pingpong 4 d skl magg

2007-07-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

Event : meet-old-frens-day
Place: times square
ok!! so anyway 2day went out wiv beve(2 yrs weii never see!!!), michelle n how 2 spell his name arr joice/joyce(?) 2 watch the vacancy in times square waaa so loooonngggg never see them weiii good old times ^^ oh ya i have to say sumtin is that michelle BLUFF me!!! yesterday i said i dun wan2 watch the vacancy n wanted 2 watch invisible target instead den michelle said give u a suprise so i thought we were goin 2 watch invisible target n den 2day only i've been told that we r watchin d vacancy n been dragged 2 watch it pffftttt *throw punches n kicks* n i give it a 1/5.1 point is cos i dun hav2 pay d movie but dun trust my judgement cos i've been cheated 2 watch d movie :P basically the movie is about this couple hus son died then d wife is sad n their mariage r in the rocks den tey got lost while on a trip n have 2 stay in the motel.n then d motel is owned by this freakky manager hu loves killin ppl n filmin them die n den watch d tapes of them dying.thats it.shows how much content d movie has cos i manage 2 summarise everytin in 2 sentences.den sum part really fake lorrr n then basicallly its a 1 and a half hour movie where all the actors n actresses pretend 2 b frightened 90% of the time.n sum parts so fake to the point of hilarity n i m d onii 1 larfing.o.O n den got sum parts michelle so scared n hug me hahhahah i dun tink d show is scariiee le.
den fter that went kentucky n i spent my time there talkin d crap which i m gettin very good at hahahah n bullyin michelle beve hahhahahha n basically tryin 2 b sampat n break d ice ^^ den went home blablabla
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ohhh ya i have 2 say sumtin is that yesterday when i was watchin tv riteee den i heard a loud "BOOM" sounded like a car banging sum1 den i look out n realise its my MOM'S CAR that got crashed!!!! T^T poorrr car then i ran out n stufff n d car was crashed until half d boot is gone den all d neighbours were outside 2 see d commotion n the neighbours was like ohhh we didnt get 2 see the car plate number dden i was tinkin crapp!! how arr? cannot sue the guy that bang my mom's car!!!
then i looked down on d road.
n d CAR PLATE NUMBER of the car that bang my mom's car is ON D ROAD.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHA
*continues larfing like a mad horse*
luck is on my side weiii :D
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ohh ya i watch the notebook on wed n its so nicee!!!!!! i m such a sucker 4 romantic movies which i m sure 99.99% of girls are anyway but its such a sweet movie n basically its about this summer love thing between this rich girl n tis poor guy.so the rich girl family thinks its just a summer fling n tey dun wan d girl 2 meet wiv d poor guy anymore but its not just a summer fling tey realy like each other n all.n den many years later tey meet again n d rich girl broke off her engagement wiv tis rich guy 2 b with d poor guy.btw d poor guy was like a mad lunatic fter his father death n spent a lot of time building tis really great house just hoping n waiting tat d girl would live with him in it.isnt is a great movie?? *wipe tears*
btw the notebook is written by nicholas sparks who is also the author of "a walk 2 remember" another great movie.

2007-07-15T00:38:00.000-07:00

Love Letters
i'm not a good verbal communicator so i shall type it all down here
To: my close frens pls read this tere r certain msgs i need 2 convey n u guys r a great bunch of people
To: Michelle
i know back then if i m absent there would be sum1 named michelle hu will ask "where's chiching?" thanx for temanin me n tryin 2 give me all those love advice n always bear wiv me wile i tease n bully u n manja-ing u thats my character lorr i memang sampat wann cant help it hahhaha
To: Grace
graceee so long nvr called ur name already 4 months u know sumtimes i actually forgotten that u r in germany n called ur handphone number hahha *smacks head* hahhaha a lot of times wen i want 2 go camping or mountain climbing i feel like calling you but yet you are sumwhere nvm i need 2 say this tat day at the lrt station wen we parted i didnt reveal my true emotions graces pls understand n i know u will that i dun reveal my expressions much i cannot say stuff like michelle like tat n say "i missed you" n stuff so openly but pls understand that tat day although my face is expressionless n stoned like i actually feel more than that n jus want 2 say u remember last yr wen 2 of us u me n michelle were in secret recipe talkin n stuff that that time i actually feel so..how 2 say i can feel the whole bond thing n i finally understand what frenship is like cos that day i feel really happy like i feel really like myself n that tere are ppl hu accepeted me and wanted 2 listen 2 what i have 2 say.n i know that type of bond is very hard 2 come by really n you are the only person i can spend hours talkin honestly and one of the few people i really trusted like that time i sleepover ur hse n we talk till 4 sumtin in d mornin anyway arigato ne for listenin 2 me all this years n helpin me so much n give me so much advice cos u are the one that teaches me all the psychological stuff n all the philosophical stuff so now i can finally stand on my own n make my own judgements.hontou ni arigato ne for evrytin n stay true 2 urself graces n nvr let others to influenced you although its easier said than done.n do remmeber that u have a fren rite here.
To:Beve
gomene.i didnt know that u cared i thought u had moved on i thought u have more people to care about last day of school for u thanx for making sure u did say bye i did get the msg i understand wat u tried 2 say i did T.T that day i ddint know u really cared until u get hurt sorrryy n now i pledged 2 try 2 care back arigato ne for caring n for keeping 4mot 2geter u r still an important fren to me n arigato oso cos last time u r d one hu tried 2 push me out of my shell i aprreciate it really thanx 4 d stuff u bought for me last yr d piggy key chain its till with me but its broken soweee n u do make good judgements n give great advice if i m goin 2 nottingham malaysia i can go 2 england 2 yrs later ^^
To:Li yoke
form 4 was fun honestly it was one of my best skl yrs cos i remember we were larfin everyday like mad horses n i still can remember the time wen u brought choc milshake n we drink it in class summore it was fun n thanx for evrytin thanx for makin it a fun yr for me where we all go cuckoo all th gossips n stuff n i still remmeber the horror that we have with haslina n moore u r one of my close frens back then n now altho we drifted u r still my close fren n i m sure u understand me inside out already n i m so sorry for sayin all those stupid immmature hurtful stuff back on form4 and form5 cos that time u really hurt me but i admit i was really immature back then n now we grown up a bit n liyoke i hope u can find ur own happiness n smile sincerely
To:Ee ching
my twin hhaha full of cas cas positifs n bein so hyper ching u r one of the people that say the nicest things ever n thnx for everytin u've done for me thanx for listenin 2 my stupid ramblings thanx for tryin 2 spread the happiness n warmth 2 us wen we r feeling down thanx i understand really n thanx for it all
To: Weishan
weishan!!! i can still remember our tradition back in highschool where we go for our weekly talkin sessions at masjid jamek mcD n oso the mall secret recipe shop n u r d only one hu shared my twisted sense of humour n i still remmeber that time we were suppose 2 look at hot japanese boybands but in d end we end up larfing at the gothic harajuku boybands cos tey simply look too ridiculous u are a sincere person n such a nice ffren thanx for listenin 2 all my ramblings n just by bein there.i missed hanging out wiv u n ur sis anyway congrats for the success of ur animation club!!!
To: Daphne
fiefie u r really a strong person u noe althought i dun tink u realise that cos u have a very strong set of opinions n wouldn be influence by others n u r strong to urself like u wouldn follow the trend n do wat others r doin i tried 2 convert u in2 an anime fan but failed miserably i admired u for that n u r an important fren 2 me cos u always listen 2 me n i appreciated that n fie thanx for always helpin me out in class like copying homework n stufff n thanx 4 lettin me tumpang ur car countless times oso hahahahha
To: yeeli,shajy,jess,lizhen etc u guys r oso my close frens n thanx for everytin

2007-07-14T02:16:00.000-07:00

Date:14 July 2007
Event: 1st driving lesson
so anway just had my first ever driving lesson just now for 2 hrs n 2 sum it all up it suck.i have tis super obese n lazy instructor hu gives onii directions n scream at me "step clutch pree oil" etc come on laaa this is d first time in my life i actually drove a car le dun have 2 scream until like tat laa n den halfway durin our lessons go away 2 talk 2 his frens n come back half an hr later =.= den bla bla drove d car around d circuit with him screamin at me den suddenly fter onii 2 hrs wan me 2 drove d car HOME ohmigosh shittt laaa on d HIGHWAY SUMMORE wat d hell wiv all d bloddy cars droving past wiv 100++ sepped n den i sorta freak out n stuff n wen we r almost home riteee i accidentally release d clutch completely so d whole freaking car died down in d MIDDLE OF D ROAD IN FRONT OF D STUPID TRAFFIC LIGHT OH SHITHSHITHTIT @@##$#@%#$#@
*freaks out*
den got screamed by him again lorrr sigh wth
*strangles super obese chinese instructor*
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anyway 4get about it laaa pffftttt so anyway yesterday went 2 watch hairy potter wiv yili suneel khaiwern martin n it was hmmm 3/5 stars laaa not really faithful 2 d book but it was okkkk lorrr sum parts quite funnny especialy d dumbledore army thingy hahahaha n ron has d emotional range of a teaspoon ahahhaha n dolores umbridge is plain irritatin n proves 2 b a pink nightmare den d kissing part sux laaaa totally random n cho chang so ordinary lookin onii not as gorgeous as how tey describe her in d book
conversation
grace:malfoy is cute
chi ching: (confused about wat she just heard) :huh?
grace:d evil one is cute
chiching : (stil confuse) : cute as in wat? as in lengcai?
grace:yea
chiching ; (freaks out) omgomg!!!!! grace just tinks a guy is cute?!!!!! omg omg wat hav u done 2 d grace tat i knew ?!!!!!
grace:......
chi ching :(freaks out like nobody business)
seriously weii grace how come last time never talk 2 me about lengcai b4 n now sumthing totally random wann
*still in shock*
i hate macaroni n cheese laa

2007-07-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

Found this.soo cuteeeee

Recipe For A Happy Life
Take a couple of whole months, clean them thoroughly of all Bitterness, Rumors, Hate and Jealousy; in other words, make them as fresh and as clean as possible.
Now cut each month into 28, 30 or 31 different parts...
But don't make up the whole batch at once.. Instead prepare it One Day At A Time.
Mix well each day:
One part of Faith,One of Patience,One of Courage,One of Work,
Add one part each of:
Hope,Faithfulness,GenerosityKindness;
Blend with:
One part Prayer,One part MeditationGood Deeds.
Season the whole with:
a dash of Good Spirit,a sprinkle of Fun,a pinch of Playa cupful of Good Humor.
Pour all of this into a Vessel Of Love,
Cook thoroughly over Radiant Joy
Garnish with Smilesserve with Quietness, Unselfishness and Cheerfulness

2007-06-28T06:51:00.000-07:00

Event: Tranformers premiere
Date:28 june 2007
Place:Midvalley
ohmigoshh i m d worst procrastinator ever lived so anyway i finally dragged my lazy arse n sit here blogging.*fans self* okayy wat happen 2day? *ponders* oh ya 2day went 2 watch tranformers wiv jiawei ee ching yeeli n weishan at midvalley.2 further prove i have a lazy big arse in d mornin i set up d alarm clock 2 wake me up at 8 n i woke up 1 hr later n had 2 rush through things n tumpang small aunty 2 lrt station den blabla land myself in midvalley den err bump around saw pikky tey all den watch d movie.oh ya bookin d movie tickets is a big mafan cos i thought tat i can book 3days in advance ritee wic is tuesday so i woke up early jus 2 book it n found out tat we cannot book it so i have 2 leave my comp on till 6 evenin 2 book d tickets.by now i dun tink any1 understand wat m i sayin so point is how come no1 told me we only can book tickets at 6 evenin?? hmph
transformers hmmm in my opinion i would give it a 3.5/5 stars for the comedy part (sam's happy time haha) n cos d robots r seriously cool n tey can transform 2 watever tey like plus tey have all these really cute names like cartoon eg bumblebee.optimus prime hahaha n d robots r like so justice n "we must save mankind" like hahaha plus tere's tis really hot soldier guy tere *drools* it IS very hard 2 find a hot manly brave guy hu is caring n loving n stuff *sigh*
okay den wat happen? oh ya took a lot of random pics eat yogi-yogi ice cream eat auntie anne pretzels den went mph n went home
reach home at 7 *plonks on bed*

2007-05-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

Event: Honours Day
Date:5th May 07
so anyway 2day was honours day n it was really boring n all but 1 good thing about honours day is that we get 2 see d teachers n sklmates my gosh thank god we dun hav 2 go thru any speeches anymore laa in college cos i hate speeches my gosh i tink d speech lasted 4 1 hr or sumthin n there's 1 part where we get 2 sing d skl song n surprisingly i remembered d lyrics O.O den prize giving bla bla bla curtsy shake hands wiv some dude smile at camera take cert leave d stage den err alot of posing around taking photos n stuff n yes!! WE GET 2 USE D LIFT wakakaka feel so honoured n for d first time we get 2 actually like u know BE in d conference room usually we r like banned frm conference room ooh yes now they HAVE A GYMNASIUM in skl !! *larfs* like sweatness laa wats d purpose of d gymnasium?!!apparently its 4 d teachers onniii sigh i missed skl laa feel like skl is a small small minority world secluded wile col is more like d big bad world out tere
den fter tat went 2 kl methodist church fair n jus randomly walk around eating drinking n stuff d place is like seriously huge n err wat happen? cant remember much jus tat i saw alot of mckl ppl tere n haha suneel is dressed as a bear haha poor guy den ee wan gav me a magnet n ee ching n yeeli buy a small bead dog 4 me arigato ne

2007-04-23T01:15:00.000-07:00

Event:Bday celebration
Date:22 April 07
ok anyway had a nice bday n i would say a BIG THANK YOU to michelle for tat lovely teddybear n frenster msg,ee ching for d china embroidery n bday sms n frenster msg,weishan for tat GREAT shirt n bday sms n frenster msg,yeeli for d bracelet n bday sms n frenster msg,jiawei for d cute notebook,kahyan for the roxy purse n bday sms (sent at 12.01),beverly for d bday msn message,munkuan for d bday sms,jey for the bday sms,lizhen for d cute bday card tat was mailed to my hse n oso d bday sms,daffy for d bday sms,shajitha 4 d bday sms,yili for d bday sms,jessica for d bday sms,pikyin 4 d bday sms,liyin 4 d bday sms etc tat i cant remember now
ARIGATO GOZAIMASU
n 4 my bday celebration thingy parents bought me a digital camera!! yay!! my very 1st digicam!!! n oso parents bought secret recipe cake wic consist of newyork cheesecake,choc indulgence,banana choc and cocoa macha.yeap n in d evenin went to 6th uncle hse n play wiv his kids!!! n come back wiv a handful of cds borrowed frm them

2007-04-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

Event:Shopping trip
Time: 21 April
Venue: Midvalley
ahhh finally hav sumthing 2 blog about my mundane life.trials r over!!! yay!! screw trials laaa O.O
so anway 2day went out wiv ching,michelle,daff,weishan etc 2 mv 2 celebrate ching bday basically jus bummed around d place lorr i will make a thank u post 2 evry1 later my gosh i spent like 8 freakin hrs in d buildin tat i can draw a map already den bought han christian andersens fairytales :) i love fairytales den went 2 pizza hut n me n ching belanja tey all pizza its a bday thing den went n watch d reaping wic surprisingly quite nice very religious stuff n basically moral of d story is tat huever against god will receive their punishment n stuff den err went haagen daaz n omg 1 small scoop of ice cream is 9 BUCKS O.O my wasted money con ppl laaa i dun kind if its nice laa but d cookies n cream is only okok rite wat did tey put in d ice cream laa "fresh milk" konon wonder how fresh is d milk wei 2 charge 9 BUCKS PER SCOOP n d waiter tinks i m mute =.= den basically jus bummed around wile michelle tey all look at make up n stuff n i wait 4 them outside cos i m not in2 perfume den err wat happen? ermmm basically bummed around my poor feet *masaage* n we had a very interestin discussionn involvin pre marital sex n kisses
den went back n now i m here bloggin
oh ya i m lately addicted 2 sum show called "1 litre of tears" wic is dmn sweet n sad n dmn nice i love simple shows like tat laa *sniffs* any1 can recommend me anytin arr
omg laa i m too lazy n cant b bothered 2 blog laa *wails pitily* i need 2 hire a blogger
friendster is bein a great pain in d ass "pls update ur email" *punch*

2007-04-11T01:59:00.000-07:00

Event:Taming the tiger
Date:errrr...5th april
Place:MCKL
Time: 2.30-4.30
sorry havent been bloggin 4 such a loong ass time cos there's SIMPLY nothing 2 blog about.life's just a routine homework homework n more homework O.o I hate homework
so anyway 2day was tis CF taming the tiger thingy where tis guy named tony anthony come n talk about how he come 2 know god n stuff i help them usher 2day!! dunno y i do it but guess i just like 2 help out at events n see d way things run i supposed so anyway 2day skip double chem n help them out at d main registration counter yeap basically jus bummed around n den bring all d kids up 2 d hall lots of wesleyans turn up n see A LOT of very familiar faces n saw ka mun,ning en,wei wen,yi min n all oh ya n oso shan berg i feel so mature around them apparently all cf ppl in wesley is compulsory 2 attend wic explains d herds of them hardly any upper sec students though oh well den errr wat happen?jus basicaly walk up n down d stairs like a mega ass loads of times showin them d way 2 d hall i m growin thinner den d talk start n d guy jus basically start talkin about himself wic is wat he is supposed 2 do den err wasn't payin attention n i tink a lot of ppl werent exactly payin attention oso den err d talk ended n stuff den err halp 2 sell out d t-shirts i bought d t-shirt 4 rm10!! my poor wasted rm10 n my gosh so ppl try 2 convert me into christian laa!!! ask me 2 read d bible,go church n stuff O.O its startin 2 get uber irritatin n sayin all d stuff like non-believer goin 2 hell n stuff O.O pffttt
den errr fter tat went home wiv meow meow n dante n eat kfc wiv them
oh ya btw me n a certain someone is having cold war n i m currently not on speaking terms wiv him *flips ponytail*
trials is nxt week!!! ohnoes

2007-03-12T08:04:00.000-07:00

Event:SPM results announcement
Date:Mac 12
Day:Monday
prob one of d most nerve racking nite of my life slept at 5.OO in d mornin laa jz lyin down d feelin so freakin nervous n in msn messenger chat wiv weishan etc haha n we all were like pulling our hair off freakin out n we come out a soundtrack haha i suggest tat we shld sing d song "say my name" wen tey announce all d achievers names.my gosh time flies TOO FAST one moment we enter into spm hall wiv sweaty hands n now we are collectin results!!!
so anyway went 2 my dear old skl 2day,WMS my dear dear skl feel like huggin n kissin all d walls but no mood 2 do it n i was like hiding away frm any teachers view cos i thought my results sux den fter tat wiv trembling heart i collect my results n really i culdn bliv my luck (5A13A21B21B41C6) cos i really thought i SCREW up spm completely but yay!! mathews commented tat our batch results r good n tey r proud of us!! i shall proceed 2 elaborate more mite as well jus type out evrytin here
i type out all d nice nice results den d bad ones
Eng(A1) GCE (A2) --no comments for this jus tat i did enjoy writin my essay on dreams n ambitions n moses gav me a "good" only for my oral
presentation!!!!! wat is tis?!! even daffy got "excellent" !!! pffttt
Maths (A1) --no comments oso but moore was happy cos he say my class,5L got all A1!!!! yay!!!
Moral (A1) --erm studied nilais d nite b4 o.O
Sej (A1) --i reallly thought i screw tis up cos like my whole entire freakin section on k-ekonomi was CRAP n my essays on influences of d malay culture
was a major CRAP but oh well
EST (A1) --no comments but i did put in effort 2 write a nice 3 page essay n elaborate a lot of granmas story
Chem (A2) --O.O i m supposed 2 b like d worse student in chem seriously i have no idea tis is comin n 4 trials i got like wat? 7D so not xpectin much but tis
turn out 2 b a pleasant surprise.wen i open d 1st page n saw d ginger i was like wtf?!!! n i screw up my essays a lot of random crap n stuff i dun
tink i even know wat m i writin.n there's tis stupid section on molecules n evrytin n there's oso tis mega super dumb question where they allocated
10 marks jus 2 draw d electrolyses process seriously i thought i screw it up but thank buddha tat i didn't was shocked 2 see d A2 there
Add maths(A2) --O.O out of 6 add maths exam i failed 5 n d last add math exam wic is spm trials i manage 2 pass thanx 2 coursework i didn see tis comin oso
was soo shocked that i got A2 wei seriously all that prayin must have work wei n i leave out like a whole section C out i tink O.O
BM (A2) -- no comments d examiner culd either hate or like my essay but i know i screw komsas screw all d predictions for komsas so few come out
accurate
Physics (B3) -- i wan 2 kick myself 4 tis!!!! ARGH *sobs* physics was d ONE sunject wic i thought i culd get an A *sobs loud* must b cos of my k3 cos i
counted d down part of d curve of d mercury instead of the top *SOB*
Chinese (B4) --i gave up on tis loong ago wen my teacher told me i write chinese essays english-style.tell me laa how 2 write chinese essays chinese style?
Bio (C6) -- I HATE BIO n thank god i drop it at A lvls haha n no mood 2 study for it oso cos last day of exam so screw tis laa
so overall i realise tat i m dmn freakin weak in science subjects laa!!!!! guess i m more of an arts person mayb oh ya n i saw p.pan 2day!! he dye his hair blonde streaks n i realise tat instant i MISSED him a lot wei like seriously my gosh i tink i m too obssessed about him really i tink i love him too much shit la its been 2 years ++ n i still really like him A LOT n he look better wiv his new style n all

2007-03-03T04:26:00.000-08:00

Report: SPCA moral project
guess wat time i wake up 2day? 7.OO o clock i m so hardworking rite cos 2day got xtra chem n fz class n its suppose 2 b oni 4 d late comers but me who dunno NUTS about d crappy bonding n structure thing 4 chem (cos i was dreaming in class) dcide 2 b hardworkin n come 4 class!!! den yadayada class was snoozefest den later tumpang joann eling singning tey all go mkan at MCD den went 2 spca!! n reach tere n dunno wat 2 do so i try (again) 2 b useful n wash d dog bowls agin cos i didn do it yesterday n even d uncles at d place regconize me as "dog bowl washer" n beckon me 2 go over n wash d dog bowl *sweatness*
den fter wards leonard fetch me all d way home 2 PJ n eeling was in d car oso but pai se laa but tey say its straight way 2 selayang i was all pai se n stuff sweatness r u sure its on d way arr??
end of story.oh wait it didin jus end here yesyes cos between our spca grp is like war zone 2 obvious grps surfaced : 1 tat support d leader n another wan tat dun(wic is lie 2/3 of d grp) n honestly we been bitchin about each other like nobody business laa n how dare d leader bitch about me like tat laa? in front of me like so sweet n all n allow us 2 go back but bhind our backs go directly bitch about us sayin we leave early.cos my fren hu eavesdrop told me n i thanked her 4 tat.anyway d china gang was like totaly into bitchin about d leader oso n i tink she deserves it wei.cos honestly i dun really like d leader oso.
n i realise 1 thing is d fact that if i allow myself 2 i can actualy sort of fit in2 d china grp ppl but i guess i choose not to.jus realise tat 2day n it was big discovery there.n i realise that diff gangs speak really diff topics n all.n lengcai can fit in wiv them completely if she chooses to oso but like me she chooses not.n i didn really noe tat big sister is a bit mean oso in her character.
i guess it boils down 2 hu u choose 2 join n hu u r or hu u wan 2 b..

2007-03-02T07:07:00.001-08:00

Report: 3rd hr of SPCA voluteer service
yeap so just got back frm SPCA finished my 3rd hr of required volunteer service n there's *counts* 7 more hrs 2 go!!! ARGH blek so anyway follow again huiwen etc 2 SPCA n wen i reach there i realise that ALL d dog bowls r being washed means i m jobless lorr cos as i said earlier i m d "dog bowl washer" so wat do i do? well in order 2 make myself feel useful i sweep d floors but honestly its a super pointless activity as the leaves will jus keep dropping down.n i oso met this little poodle (is it a poodle?) hu will raise its paw n let us shake hands wiv it!!!! OMG sooo CUTTTE i obssessed wiv d poodle laa
oh did i mention sumthing digusting happen yesterday.so cos yesterday i was sitting down wiv kahyan,weekiat tey all 4 lunch den weekiat was all like "kahyan is so small n sweet" n den kahyan was like "no i m sour" den u noe wat he said? he said "oh i dunno whether u r sweet or sour cos i havent taste u yet" OMG i really feel like SLAPPING him at tat time laa my gosh its sound soo wrong n offensive n evrythin d word "taste" den i leave d place immediately wiv kahyan n i m really contemplating whether 2 speak again 2 him.i manage 2 ignore him like d whole day 2day.
oh ya n i got accepted 2 brats but d camp is like march 11-14 wic is like on spm results annoucement date n my parents was like "dun wan 2 take ur results is it?" n we hav2 pay d air ticket 2 go langkawi laa expensive laa dear i called them 2 ask whether can i go 4 d august wan n tey were like NO T^T so means nxt yr oni can go laa T^T n d poor girl frm the star paper was like calling me soo many times
oh n i perform honey n clover on d piano yesterday i was nervous n i screwed up d sustain part
oh n 1 thing bloggie is tat i realise i simply culdn mix wiv a few certain ppl i dun feel like myself wen i m wiv them n how 2 say this,i dun tink tat tey noe me but tey assume tat tey know me n jus generally make assumptions.i hate tat tey misunderstood me n evrythin.n d things tey r saying r really diff frm what d topics i usually talk about n i jus feel like ...misplaced n evrythin.n 1 of my fren,whom i use 2 b close wiv sorta like join them n evrything so..erm..yea feel kinda misplaced.i dun really know how 2 act in front of them anymore.shld i jus pretend like how i use to or shld i jus let it by n stop bein so sensitive about things like this n jz generally let thing flow by? i m born wiv sensivity wei not tat i choose 2 b sensitive but its part of me.n i cant help feeling emotional n its part of me mayb i shld seriously delve in buddha sutras n evrythin 2 u noe "have a positive outlook in life" or sumthing i tink i hav too many anger stored up within me n hav to stop bein so emo of evrythin.yep hav 2 learn tat n 2 learn 2 see things in ppl perspective n mayb 2 accept ppl

2007-02-23T06:34:00.001-08:00

Event:Normal day
Ok so 2day we hav college argh so freakin unfair as 70% of skls in malaysia hav holidays where's d justice of tis larr n 2day durin maths we hav a surprise test wic i screw up like shit cos sooo many mistakes n bein so careless that i totally screwed up 1 whole question.wic is like 20% of d thing so screw it laa n i differentiate n integrate d thing wrongly argh T^T oh ya n yesterday chem test i tink i had d freakin lowest marks in class or sumthing like tat argh *cries*
erm den life went on as normal lorr n i play pingpong 4 i tink d 1st time wiv chunkit tey all but he cannot accept my serve cos too low wic is a good thing but sumhow last time i used to tink tat he's good but not anymore cos his ball is like flying all over he say i m ok ^^ wic means i improve in pingpong!!! but i dun tink i m good enough n justin was bein freakin insulting 2day as went i was playin wiv chunkit he was all "whoa pro serve" n evrythin n bein super insultin cos i KNOW i m not tat good laa *punch* omg i lurve pingpong i can play 4 3hrs without stopping omg i tink i m addicted 2 it seriously wei i've been playing it almost evryday o.O
den ftertat i went 2 spca hehe bein a bit fickle minded evry1 say i keep changin comm serve groups o.O reasons y i join them 2day is cos evry1 actually hav d common sense now 2 actually drive 2 spca ampang instead of taking d lrt n walk 50 MINUTES 2 spca ampang thank god 4 ppl tat can drive laa so i decided 2 join them cos shanon's group only completed like 2 hrs of comm serve in d space of 2 months while oter groups completed 5 o.O so plan 2 join them nxt week n now minus d walkin 4 50 MINUTES part spca is ok i jus go there n wash d dog bowls n sweep d floors i m like d dog bowl washer cos i m how to say..phobic a little towards animals n i absolutely refuse 2 change d cages cos i will freak if a dog start licking my leg or sumthin.so i m stuck wiv d dog bowl washing job wic i startin 2 get use to n actually dun mind n i realise tat d pigeons can randomly shit on our heads if we r not careful oso,i touch a stray cat 2day!!! bwahaha n i din manage 2 sell finish d spca merchandise
Event: Chinese New Year
ok so anyway went back 2 my home town lorr 4 chinese new year jus like d rest of d chinese population n basically spend my days there like a slug jus basically sleeping,eating (i ate too much in fact n jus randomly stuffed myself wiv bak kua n mandarin oranges),chat (wiv my cousins n kacau all my baby cousins) ,watch tv n go online lorr hav2 mention about my baby cousin cos he is sooo CUTE my gosh his eyes is super damn big n tey say he look like a ball o.O n oh ya omg can u bliv it d 1st nite of new year is POWER FAILURE *swears loudly* wtf?!!! imagine tis scenario :
u hav2 sleep on a couch in d living room (cos 3 PEOPLE in ur bedroom is snoring very loudly)
u hav2 sleep on d couch in d living room wiv no lights
u hav2 sleep on d couch in d living room wiv no lights n no fan
u hav2 sleep on d couch in d living room wiv no lights n no fan n mosquitoes r all biting u
ARGH!!! wth??!!! 1st day summore shitness laa i really cant sleep tat nite n actually sleep oni at 5.30 a.m,wen d power starts 2 come back 2 life.1 of d most terrible nites i've experienced n d city coucil electric dept is cacat laa 6 hrs later only got electricity what is tis laa bro in PJ 2 hrs oni already no power failure cacated service la kampung ppl
den on d 2nd nite wen there's ANOTHER power failure i was cursing like nobody business wen 1/2 hr later d electricity come back!!! yippeee!!!
den erm 2nd day went 2 my mom's side lorr like wat we do evry year wic equal 2 boring listen 2 all d tai tai speaking in hokkien n bm cos maklumlah i m nyonya den 3rd day went 2 ah long open hse where there's all tis random show n free food haha whenever there's free food my whole family will b there =.=
den erm come back 2 kl lorr n move on wiv life
oh ya n i cut my hair into fringe n now i look like a human coconut but sumhow no1 approve of wat i m saying a total of i tink 20 ppl was like "chiching,u cut u hair arr?" i mean duhh if not wat den erm comments regarding my hair is tat i look more "shiny" sweatness la

2007-02-17T07:28:00.000-08:00

Event:Orientation Ball Nite
Date:Feb 15
Time: 7-12 Nite
Venue:Impiana Hotel
Pre OB nite
erm so anyway college went on as usual=boring.den fterwards follow shajy back home sitting ktm n den reach her hse.den i do wat girls would do lorr wic eg pin up my hair,get sum1 2 help me put makeup those kind of crap laa.but its quite funny in d way tat i was freaking out about my nails shajy was freaking out about d hair on her legs n khai wern freakin out about her hair.my gosh i spent like 1 hour bloody freakin hour on my bloody nails see 1st i painted a blue coat n it looked damn bloody ugly so i rubbed off d whole thing n used up shajy nail remover.den i put on purple nail polish n now my nail look like some bloody groggy color.:( wasted my i hr effort
OB Nite
den erm we go 2 impiana lorr den jus bustle around lepak around chatted around those kind of things n lots of girls look damn nice that nite eg lilien who look bit stepford type
erm den what happen? erm den speeches n all d nominations thingy n there was this best-dressed thingy n mokk won cos he seriously look damn cute in his red bowtie!!!! so cute.n girls was audrey yeap she did a lot of posing wen walking down d catwalk omg i seriously 4gotten freshie king was justin n freshie queen was phoebe d others i cant remember den erm we eat n d food was better than d one we had at prom but a lot of ppl still complain d food was not good.erm den oh ya there's a lot of performances n melvin rock d nite laa!!! his shufflingn damn cun n there's d machi dance thing n d lala seniors look very yeng wen they dance
Post OB
den erm went home lorr
overall d nite a bit boring

2007-02-10T21:22:00.000-08:00

Event: Charity Bazaar /Grace farewell party
Time: 10 th February
Charity Bazaar
So anyway yersterday was the charity bazaar and it was erm..."cold" cos very little people show up and it is such a waste cos they hav a lot of chaep and great food and oso very cheap books.i donated like 1 whole chunk of my pre-school books n all of them was only sold for rm1!!! how very insulting and oso donated a lot of enid blyton book.and there's tis rich kid who donated lord of the rings and its only sold for rm 5 per book!!! my gosh sooo cheap cos 3 years ago i paid 30 bucks for 1 LOTR books!!!!
then spent the day there helping out at first at the cordial store den in charge of the pizza store.My gosh they have like 1 whole tong of cordial and not even a quarter was sold.poor things. have 2 dump the cordial.lesson of the day is :do not sell cordial.and the pizza store was ok cos manage to sell off the whole thing and rich kid weekiat bought like 1 whole box of pizza.makes my life easier as i can get off early.not very sure of d total profit but best-selling thing would be the floats followed by the nasi lemak and then the pizza store!!! ^^ although its not my group comm serve project but i feel happy i actually support pikyin tey all and actually do something.and 1 ironic thing was that the cordial store was rite nxt to the float store (izuru was in charge of it) and elaine the lecturer was asking izuru to shut up cos his float store was selling soo well wile the cordial was barely noticeable by people.and izuru was screaming away promoting floats wic recive great response.elaine was partially in charge of cordial.
the there were many other great food like hui wen's sushi,ermm there were french fries,pancakes,banana cakes,brownies etc.and the watermelon soo CHEAP my god 4 slices of big chunks of watermelon was 1 buck!!! so bloody CHEAP.and imagine 1 whole watermelon was rm 10.so like total profit can t even cover the costs.but hehe fter i bought them they raise the price so hahah i got the last 4 chunks of cheap watermelon!!! ^^ and i bought this 5 great books for a total of 8 bucks!!! ^^ i love charity sales but they should do more promotion cos like very little people turn up.i HOPE my group basketball tournament wouldnt be this "cold" *prays*
n i heard colourin contest gor only 18 participants.=.=
Grace farewell party
ok den fterwards rite fter the charity bazaar i go to grace hse!! leonard fetch me there since he lives there oso n on the way FIRST TIME in my life we got hold back by the police.cos apprently we were speeding 93km/h in a 85km/h lane.=.= omg sweatness laa just 8km/h extra only rite wth seriously scary laa FIRST TIME in my life i witness somthin like tis cos usually when i go wiv my parents my dad drives like 100++km/h oso didn kena anythin.scarriiiii
den reach grace hse den sleep n jus hang about then party sort of started and i met up wiv frens tat i didn see for a very loonnngg time.namely ms sue ching who cut short her hair n oso ms michelle who STRAIGHTENED her hair (excuse me,michelle,who told me last time not to straightened my hair wan arr???) and ee ching wiv a short hair do.my gosh soo loong nvr see them liao i MISSED them laa den play ping pong n take random photos in random places.soo lonng nvr talk to them make me missed the moments n memories in sec skl n all.n grace wore this babydoll thing cos its supposed 2 b a fancy dressed thing n i brought my apron to fancy-dressed as a cook.but d rest didn bother so i threw off my apron.den erm we eat lorr tey got catering ppl ate nasi minyak n rendang n bla bla.den play d flour game wen evry1 start randomly throwin flour at each other n i dunno who started the whole water balloon fight thing n grace took out a HOSE to spray at us.but i didn kena :P den dunno who was throwin this mini water balloon n i didn wear my specs so i thought it was a huge water balloon n actually sort of scream n cover myself,2 d amusement of others,wen d mini water ballon drop in front of me only i realise that its a super mini water ballooon.=.=
den went home lorr when my dad arrive n later only i realise i LEFT my jeans,cap n apron at grace's hse.*smack head*reach home at 10 sumthing n i m exhausted.

2007-02-09T01:57:00.000-08:00

i love this picture !!!!!!

n I MISSED SEC SKL !!!!!!!

2007-02-09T01:56:00.000-08:00

Report on Orientation
blek so anyway orientation is finished!! woot!!! i seriously dunno y i m such a GOOD GIRL and collect finish all the signatures when practically 70% of the student body are boycotting.*gives self a pat* ermm... at least i get 2 make frens wiv the seniors so wateverla.but orientation kinda suck in a way cos bad management n everythin n honestly rite asking us to come to skl early in our sec skl uniform is a BORING IDEA n ask us to sing malaysia songs!!! wth??!!! please la B-O-R-I-N-G-N-Y-A.but it was funny when shannon tey all started singing d wesley skl songs n omg!!! i still remember d skl lyrics!!!! damn proud of maself *gives self another pat* den 4th day of orientation hav2 go 2 skl in a SARI and bring a DUSTPAN wth??!!! so of cos la i ponteng n all den last day of orienattion d seniors splash water on us.blek but its a boring waterfight and tey ask us all these total random question like wats mckl skl address or sumthing.come on la hu noes d skl address la?? all in all i hope tat d nxt yr commitee wic is my batch make orientattion F-U-N.instead of all d menacing games tey play on us i hope tat we actually organize ice-breaking activities or sumthing.
n 2day i played ping pong like a siao po.*counts* in total i played 2 1/2 hours of ping pong!!!!!! omg hav2 control a bit la chi ching lika a mad woman only.n i actually noe 20% how 2 smash!!!! *happy*
planner of the month
10th feb (sat) charity bazaar
7-1 sumthing fternoon.i volunteering wic shajy n khai wern!!!! so come n support la.n can donate books n toys!!!
grace farewell party
7-10(?) nitetime.its a fancy dressed party thing n since grace told me tat she actually reads my blog i wont reveal here wat i would wear.
15th feb (thurs) O.B.nite
7-12mid nite.but actually start preparin around 5 sumthing cos hav 2 look nice maaa
yes the nite where all girls talk about.xcept mayb me.but i m interested in the gossips of who is goin out wiv whom cos maklumlah i m a kepoh kepoh.hmmm..

2007-01-31T07:37:00.000-08:00

Orientation Week
So anyway orientation week starts TODAY.blek explain my un-hyperness.n honestly orientation days r not fun if you are getting bullied but it will b fun if u r bullying other people.so anyway to kick start orientation week we have to drink this super gross pink stuff wic consist of celery,carrot,potato,pasta sauce and god knows what.n it SUCKKK.i cant believe i m that stupid to actually drank the whole thing while other people just take tiny gulps.*bangs head* stupid me n i nearly puke into the cup but thank god i brought water laa.then had to collect at least 35 signatures from the seniors n those kind of crap but damn its damn tiring laa.n we might as well label ourself " SINGING JUNIORS" cause the seniors are damn uncreative lot n mainly ask us to sing.i sang like a grand total of 5 times.but yay i gotten 12 signatures!!!! *skips* n tip to girls = get the guys seniors signatures cos seriously wei the guy seniors that i so far bumped just mainly ask me some stupid questions like "why do u tink i put this nickname?" "what are your hobbies?" and those kind of stuff and sign for me !!! while the girls r da mean ones one of them ask me to stand in front of a teacher and do the hail thing and another ask me to sing and dance to a pussycat song WTH but at least i consider myself a bit lucky cause manpreet had to like proposed to a guy, say i love you or sumthing like that to a bunch of seniors those kind of things and khai wern hav to ran across the court or sumthing poor things oh ya and another tip is that to get signatures the harmless way its better not 2 b too hyper cause u r an easy target to do silly things.this comes from experience man.and its good to not be too striking looking also as guys tend to have bad intentions good example manpreet.ohooho
await for more updates of orientation week!!!!!

2007-01-28T09:09:00.000-08:00

gasp!!!! i have a blogg!!!! *shocked*
so anyway been a very long time since i actually update cos i cant just move my fat fingers on d keyboard :) so sue me for that or what

anyway report!!!!!
Yamaha Pelangi Square Music Concert 2007
Theme:Its Showtime
Date:28Jan 2007
Time:4-5.30pm
Venue:PJ Civic Centre
Events Title:
Opening
Thats Entertainment
Symphony No 4o
American Kids
Walt Disney
Tarzan
Breaking free(the singers sorta screw up the song.sigh.i expect more actually)
Broadway
Phantom of the opera songs
(my gosh the young 12 year old girls hu play those songs are like damn pro.scary wei they fingers can move so fast at the same time summore.creepy and they are only 12 or around that!!!!! n the female singer is very good she sang an opera and its was vey good cause her voice can go up super high-pitch)
Weird and Wonderful
Harry Potters songs
Mr Bean
Look East a.k.a.MY SECTION!!!!!!! ^^
Yue Ding
Yu jian
Lydia
Adventure
Pirates of the carribean
Imperial March
Raiders of the lost arc
Back to the future (debbie is the main player for this one!!!)

Rewind:Rehearsal Day (dated 27 Jan)
so anyway rehearsal day has been a major chore cause i've been in civic centre from like 10 sumthing to 5 sumthing!!!! o.O the people are all doing sound checks n they rehearse everything for 2 times.and they were actually overshot their time slot for rehearsal so the poor yamaha subang jaya people have to wait outside for half an hour.sad.and the admin is terrible cause evrything went haywire went we go tick our attendance.random people been shouting around and i got yelled at for nothing.=.= and no one didn't tell me its not full dress rehearsal aiks so i m the only one wearing formal.oh well.so spend the day warming the seats and exploring civic centre.and i make friends with a girl form my group named sally and she's actually 23 years old!!! OMG OMG i thought she was like 16 or sumthing cause she look very young.OMG there is few shocks i can take a day laa.even debbie is shock.and she's an insurance agent.OMG OMG and the cello player in my group whom i thought was form 5 turn out 2 be only 15 years old.unbelivable wei.and debbie ask her summore,"are you sure arr??"and the cello player said that there's even people on the streets who approach her to buy their housing property cause she look mature.yeap then we hang around until our time to perform and i was right in front of the blooody speaker.my gosh la of all places why must i be directly infront of the speaker?!!! &%*&#$% i play the electric bass with the electone and is the base for the violinists.so anyway the playing was okay until we get to the 2nd song cause the main meloday girl freaked out or sumthing n the whole thing went bonkers.the pianists cant keep up and the 2 young electone guys cant keep up and smash random chords SHIT so anyway fter that i move on with life and sally fetches me back home.back home i dicover that cello player name is marianne and she is my sister friend!!!! is this a small world or what

Forward:Concert Day
so concert day was like usual lorr as in evryhting was haywire b4 the stage time.was feeling a bit nervous n evrything but my gosh my group violinists act like this is nothing in their life.maklumlah they all orchestra people and play in numerous events so this is like a small speck of dust to them.and then mr kua ask me how come i m not in layers?? and i was like "huh?" cause aparently i am supposed to wear jackets or sumthing o.o guess i wasn't paying attention causse i end up wearing black pants and formal shirt.there's even one violinists in trackbottoms o.O and most of them didn't put on make up and wore casual.aiks guess i have to be aware of insructions next time.den bummed around the place and its our turn to perform!!!! but b4 we play they show all these random chinese songs and even some guy doing kung fu or sumthing on the screen chinese culture supposedly then we play lorr and everything was normal lorr thank god the main melody girl didn screw up n make everything went bonkers the lighting on stage is pretty nice and there r actually 2 big screens on the wall zooming in on us!!! ARGH so the entire hall of people can see our faces ARGH since i play only 1 hand i hav2 put another hand on the upper keyboard to u know laa "look professional" ahem and i sorta sway a bit when i play to "look professional" again but the 3rd song marianne sort of screw up the thing cause there's this whole chunk of section specially for her but she didn't bring the music score on stage so she didn play that part and all u can hear is one big gap of base music mr kua is very pissed fter that i move on with life n come home!!!
n its ironic that those small kids hu just lift the pink poms poms upwards and downwards have their entire family there to watch them wile we the older students who is the actual performers didn exactly invite our entire household to turn up seriously wei those small kids r like super kelefeh n evrything but oh well

2006-12-15T05:32:00.000-08:00

Tale of d prom nite n fanciful dresses
*WMS PROM NITE 2006*
Date : 14 Dec 2006
Venue: Shangri-La hotel

Pre-Prom
preparation 4 prom was a major chore n super mafan la went 2 grace hse around 2 sumthing n tag along 2 do my hair!!! so cheap 20 bucks only 4 them 2 erm bundle up my hair in sum weird lotus-like pattern.thought they wuld do its ala thos sophisticated style but nvm la we were in grace aunt hair salon n it was quite funny a bit cos her aunty did her hairstyle tat is supposed to be sophitiscated but end up lookin like a bit like a tiny pineapple.but her aunts keep saying that her hair is really beautiful n great but when i look into grace's face her expression upon looking at her hair was like a person in paralysed shock.poor grace oh ya n i oso met anya d german girl from afs xchange programme n she's nice!!! she curently live in grace hse .oh crap can u bliv i finally realise fter so many posts tat i type my blog sms-style.so anyway,rushed to do my make-up n evrytin n i was actually worried tat i am too made-up but apparently i m not cos u hav ppl hu went for professional make-up for prom.n first time in my life i apply mascara.whoa.sucks wei.my lashes only appear a tinny bit longer that's all.d mascara hurts my eyes.n i did some brown eye shadow tat make me appear to have eye bags.O.O n i oso apply nail-polish!!!! see how much i sacrifice for prom!!! but d smell was unbearable n due to lack of time my nails r horrendous.imagine smeared white n black.

Prom
walking in oversized heels is a painful experience n 24/7 i was acutely aware wheter my tube is slipping down n whether my undergarment rears its head.finally understand why celebrity so easy 2 pokai la cos memang easy 2 pokai in party dresses.n every1 look so *HOT* tat nite especially the girls.i wore my halter brown dress n grace wore her home-made dress which she sew herself!! punk queen la she n michelle wore tis tube white dress n she took my advice n curl her hair!!! wakaka believe in my beauty advice la n omg first time i saw carine n horlee i was amazed cos both of them look so good.(descriptions ahead) horlee was wearing this really great blue long gown n carine!!! omg carine was wearing this blue gown oso but i like her make-up n evrytin smoky eyes she look soo much better compared in school a few more ppl hu look a lot better includes suet mey n rufimy.suet mey wore this red long gown n i was like WHOA wile rufimy wore this backless purple dress wiv straps in d back n she look good too.ok la i admit i very kaypor say things like this but they look actually good.n sendeep look great in his white suit n i notice yin hseong a bit cos he look better than usual compared in school la.n ann n samntha was especially sexy cos their dress is very revealing.ok best-dressed 4 female is mel wile male is sendeep prom king is zhi hoong n prom queen is samantha.den its party time at first it was very O.O cos very few ppl dance then fterwards evry1 was dancin even zhuang xiao was dancin!! n all d good boys like cheng lee all oso cant resist d dance floor.funny la n i hav 2 drag michelle lee 2 d dance floor n she unleash her wild side haha i was larfin like mad cow d whole time on d dancefloor n was damn high n evrytin whoa michelle actually quite wild n she keep pushing me bak 2 d dancefloor n peterpan dance near me!!!!! *dies happy* and once he even dance exactly bhind me!!! *happy*but he wore super unformal n evrytin but he spike his hair!! d whole thing was damn high n evrytin n altho its like normal clubbin but tis ppl r actually ppl tat u knew n evrytin n it was funny 2 see evry1 wild side.but den michelle mom com early at like 11 sumthing n we hav 2 leave!!!! NOOOOOOO bleh n michelle's mom giv her such attention i tink she was dmn proud of michelle n I MISSED D COUPLE DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sniffs* not like i wan 2 dance wiv peterpan but u noe...n i didn confess 2 him ARGH ARGH dunno whether its a good thing or not n i like d lighting wow blinding n i was larfing like crazy again at evry1 reaction.haha damn funny la see my frens dancing didn noe tay all at skl so good girl whoa at d dancefloor different person oh did i mention b4 prom all d guys was like buyin flowers 2 get a date 4 prom dmn sweet la altho i m not one of d girls but hu cares rite heh

Post-prom
stayed over at grace hse 4 1 nite n we talk soo much frm 12 sumthing to 3 sumthing rite fter prom talk abot a lot of things wic is quite err philosophically n psychologically challenging den nxt day tok a cab 2 central n now i m here!!!

2006-12-10T20:39:00.000-08:00

tale of buying prom dress

okies so anyway yesterday me n grace went around cheecheongkai n i hurt my legs by walking 4 almost like 6 hrs.again.anyway was scouting around 2 buy prom stuff.yea i noe prob 90% of d ppl spend more than rm100 on their dress n stuff n at least 15% prob buy dress tat cost like 2000 ++ but I M BROKE la n i dun bliv in spending thousands just 4 1 NITE ONLY.so screw me la n i receive nil funds frm my parents hu dun bliv in prom either.hohoho n i now declare with pride tat me dress only rm60 but do not look like a rag laa n my bag like rm10 n shoes rm18 hahaha so everything ngam ngam around rm 100 *larfs*n one thing i admired about girls is tat tey can try on dresses 4 ever but my patience wear me thin just fter 3 hrs i was like screaming 2 myself "just get a bloody dress!!!"not like i hav a date or sumthing i m goin wiv my frens n all so dun hav2 b tat particular abot d way i dress but mayb try 2 impress a certain mr.peterpan
ok so behold
*THE PROM CHECKLIST*
-dress
-shoes
-hair
-makeup
-accessories
-bag

2006-12-08T09:20:00.000-08:00

so 2 day i went out 2 1U kononnnya in search of michelle prom dress.but my god laa michelle make up ur mind laa dear walk 6 hrs n den went up wiv nil dresss.dear michelle wat u like laar? too expensive too long too ahma red colour dun wan black colour dun wan come on laaa dear *sigh* my legs hurt laa n last minute ffk me n i hav 2 sit cab back myself n my umbrella n newspaper still wiv u k!!!!hav2 walk all d way 2 lrt summore *sigh AGIN* d nxt time u ask me out i will seriously reconsider u noe.but d good part of 2day is d fact tat for d 1st time ever i celebrate daffy bday.
HAPPY BDAY DAPH!!!!!!!n had a dlicious meal at sum italian restaurant n bakerzin.mmmmm...d food is nice but d guys at bakerzin suck at servicing ppl laa.didn ask 4 our drinks n when we demand d damn menu we didn receive any.o.O.anyway n i had my 1st ever neoprints 2day!!!!quite nice laa dun wonder d lalas so addicted 2 neoprints.

2006-12-04T05:58:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*GASP*
*SCREAM*
SPM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG
OMG
OMG
ARGH
ARGH
I M LIKE SO BLOODY FREAKIN HAPPY LAAA
AHAHAHAHHA
MUAAHAHAHAHA
MUAHHAHA
MUAHAHAHAHA
I DUN CARE I M GOIN 2 TYPE IN BIG LETTERS
AHAHAHAAHHAHAHAH
SPM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sings*
ahahaha so anyway future advice 2 all would-be-SPM-ers
DO NOT BLIV IN TIPS OR RAMALANS OR WATEVER LAA
only 15% of kasturi tips actually cam out
seriously
take it frm sum1 hu been thru it all
n tis year is like sum let-bully-all-sains-students-year km com out sum model atom moden wtf?! even d super rajin ppl cant b bothered by d model atom moden crap n sum dmitrev guy(?!)n bio com out sum bloody DNA n RNA i mean my gosh laa hu actually read those things n FZ struktur suxxx wei wat daya n draw tat segitiga thingy shit my god
I HOPE I WONT DIE
blek
n 2day was d last day of class party!!!! in sum random coconut hse place wic look seriously run down from d outside but its actually quite coasy n everytin in d inside n tey make fanstastic lamb hmm...so anyway chill around a bit wiv wat would b d last time all 5L students would ever gather 2gether.*sniffs*i feel so nostalgic n den drank sparkling n take random photos my gosh i would miss skl life n everytin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISSS SKL!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISSS 5L 2006!!!!!!!!!!
5L IS D MOST GOOD BOY N GOOD GIRL CLASSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN WAN2 GRADUATE!!!!!!!!!
n i would like 2 thank every1 here 4 a WONDERFUL YEAR I WOULD MISS EVERY1 HERE SOO SOO MUCH N THANKS 4 A CRAZY N FUN YEAR N EVERYTIN!!!! MUAXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!
n college life is sooo sooo scary wat wiv new frens n all n i would miss skl sooo soo badly
-i would miss d routiness of skl
-i would miss all my frens
-i would miss bein in d same class 4 8 hrs a day everyweek
-college is like adult world where we hav2 grow up n make life decisions
-i dun want 2 grow up
-i miss d part where we cram b4 exams wile stealing each other food
-i miss d part where evermornin we rush 2 copy hwork*OH SHIT KIMIA!!!!!!!*
-i miss sleepin in gina n abdul rahim classs
*CRIES* OMG I CANOT BLIV I.M.LEAVIN.SKL.ANYMORE.
no more 1st day jitters complainin abot blooody hwork bloody marchpast bloody concert practice but I WILL MISS THESE THINGS SOO BADLLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-03T22:08:00.000-07:00

O.o my blog has been very dead 4 a very loong time o.O but i HAV reasons.lots of things hav been happenin over d past few err..weeks.yea
list of events
1.TRIALS ooh certain papers hav been a bitch wei
a)bio k3.me,bein a careless fool did not even know how 2 write in ayat aktif my gosh laa how blur can one seriously get?
exe.(what i wrote)
1.menanamkan anak benih di tapak semaian.
wth?!
suppos 2 b
1.TANAMKAN anak benih di tapak semaian
O.O
i hope i dun lose too many marks on this laa
b) kimia k3.dun even know wic experimen 2 hurai.70% of ppl hurai d haba pembakaran wile i hurai d kejelagaan.PLS let it my experiment b d correct one *prays* 20 marks wei
c)add maths k1.woah tis is a damn killer.honestly,i use my maximun brain capacity n my meagle add maths intuition during d exam.but shit laaa i tink i really screw tis paper
d)kimia k1
e)sej k1
**
n sej i actually wrote 4 loong pages full of crap jus randomly throw any fact tat i know.serious crap n d day b4 sej exam was randomly calling soo many ppl n banding tips n crap cos honestly,i really really didn hav time 2 study sej until very last minute.
N 4 my bloody peraturan negara china I wrote down hukuman pancung kepala(?!) cos I seriously dun no a thing on tat laa
n for fz k3 i lose 9marks laa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T^T
d experimen i use d HALAJU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n i dun hav d brains 2 know tat we use 2 trolley instead od adding a bloody beban on d trolley!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T^T
T^T
2.apart from trials,there's CAREERS DAY
everything was ok laa.d teachers said d banner was d best banner n we actually hav all d speakers tis time around n its a whole day talk thing.zhuang xiao actually thanked me for d day*happy*.but d speakers from inti was 1HR late scare me oni n d business talk ended too early 1/2 hr in fact n oso i screw up d openin ceremony!!!!!!!!!!!!! so so BLUR n i actually handed d whole bloody tray 2 mr peter instead of jus givin them d presents!!!!!!!!! some ppl mention tat 2 me n oso fter d talk end,i gav da speakers wiv 1 hand instead of both.O.O n i even let d law speaker walk straight past me without ushering him *dies*
oter than tat,all went ok laa
countdown
5 WEEKS TO SPM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes
Wei shan,we better start oh-shitting again
Dun wan 2 wait 4 3 weeks den only start cramming
My results 4 trials is too shitty to b mention
T^T
N I giv up on friendster cos seriously there’s sumthing wrong wiv it

2006-08-24T19:17:00.000-07:00

alo alo
went 2 bengkel bm n port dickson d past few days
bengkel bm was ok
3/5 talks were good
n d food sux
make me appreciate skl canteen food
oh shit wei
crap crap
m too lazy n no mood 2 study laa.......
shit
i m gonna screw up my trials if i continue like this

must motivate myself
I LUV SPM
I LUV SPM
I LUV SPM

ooh yeah ANIMAX is finally hittin d shores
woohoo
31 august

2006-08-18T22:37:00.000-07:00

Class of 5L-A brief overlook
there was once a class 5L teasingly known as 5 Lamers.But to 5L-ers,they took pride in d notion of calling themselves 5Lengcais-and-lengluis.*COUGH*
5L is an unique blend of personalities,ranging from popular cliques,ners,jocks and more.Life can indeed b very stressful in 5L with d existence of jian hua and jia wei,who seem 2 b studying all d time.But on d lighter note,there r a certan lalamui-gothic junkie girl,widely known as siham,more affectionately known as "xinnie-pinnie flower" 2 lighten things up.
Flocked by her sidekicks,butt-molesting n lengcai hui wen and the ever responsible hui fung,loud cackles of larfter can b heard everyday.Between them would b dear rachel,perfectionist with bimbotic antics and owner of pure silk pillows.:) add 2 tat wild mixture would b li zhen,ever in her inquiring ways,and a certain skinny-kambing,ee ching.Mek Mek
And on d other side of d classroom,a group a guys can b sighted,Calling themselves "cinaman",d group consist of maggie-mee promoter jermin,ah-boy wei jian,sleepy wei jin n tauge yin hseong.Altho d true spirit of d "cinaman" has decline,these boys still took pride in bein lamers.Wiv smartgirl yunn shuen by their side,they can b highly competitive in exams results too.
Class of 5L is oso proud 2 present their own very string of beauties,presented as "D 4 great beauties of 5L",wic consist of sexy Mel + Li yoke,bubbly demeanor + Daphne, d quiet n angelic one + Yan,wiv an air of casual elegance around her.On a more romantic notion,5L oso has its very own 5L-made couples,(confirm halal),courtesy of kwee loong and Li qing,hu cant stop starin at each oter despite bein in d same class 7hrs a day* 5 days a week.
2 add more lameness,there r oso another emerging lamers group led by clean-shaven Yand dipertuan agong J.loke n his faithful subordinates, vain Jon Ti and drummer boy Jia shyuan.a lil bit of megan's wittyness can b traced too among them.n in the dark,dark corners,lies dear christian,occasinally playin his harmonica 2 entertain himself and the-name-tat-no-one-wants-2-b-associated-with,DAVID.
As 4 me,well, bein a sotong,i try hard 2 blend in2 tis unique crowd.

2006-08-11T22:26:00.000-07:00

skl concert
whee!!! anyway yesterday was d annual skl concert n it was okayy laa.choir n instrumental provide d music wile d dancers strut their stuff.d props was good.sumhow tey manage 2 make fake fruits n chicken steak jus wiv newspapers n sumhow manage 2 build lamp posts too.sorry 4 bein mean,but honestly back drop culd b much better.choir was d most ignored bunch.*rants ahead*
a)we had 2 STAND for 1 n a half hour
b)d area on d stage was hot n my sad excuse of a make up was caking up
c)my heels r killinh me
d) my hair is sticking 2 my neck cos i m sweating soo much
e) hint of B.O is everywhere
f) i m screamin my lungs out n yet there r still ppl who cant hear us.stupid sound system
g) my cheeks hurt from smiling too much
pre concert preparation was chaotic.every1 was rushin around puttin on make up or helpin other ppl.d changing room was a sad case laa honestly DBKL was soo much better. conversations like "help me put on my eyeshadow","you are curling your hair now arr?!" can b heard.
i m proud 2 say tat i hav applied like a total of 3 different lipsticks,blusher n blue eyeshadow,plus glitter, all borrowed from random ppl n none of them i applied myself.i tink a total of 5 ppl had help me 2 make up.O.O
*give thanks*
oh ya dikir barat was okay but poor things was bein sprayed like 3 times by d dry ice.
as i,havin watched tey dancers rehearsed at least 6 times,hav d honour of givin me comments on them.here goes
my fair lady :i luvv d costume!!! victorian england.d dance was okay.but i had a good larf lookin at ppl like kenny g,j.lo n wei jin who hav NIL dancin experience dancin in their cacat way.
singin in d rain: lib yin tap dance was nice.
hello dolly: err okay oso.costume is d 1950s showdancers kind.complete with d mini veil on their head.
king n i: every1 i've ever asked said it was d most boring n i agree.but d guy dancin nxt 2 sam is sooo adorable!!got lift up by d chair n d "whistle a happy tune" dancers costume was quite weird wat wiv d round hat n a stick stickin out of it.tey also threw fake swords but everytime at least got 1 person couldn catch it.o.O
oliver: heard tat their tailor only measure their necks n never measure thier head so d poor things had 2 like cut their shirt collar or sumthing cos tey culdn wear d thing.LMAO stupid tailor so now tey look like some caveman. props was good.fake chicken steak.
sound of music:weird costume.initially thought it was some batik cloth or sumthing.n "sixteen goin on seventeen" guys costume look like indian dothi.sorry 2 offend any1,but adam look like an oversized angel.a cute one.n sum f1 girls r cute.
west side story:d beginning song quite retarded.loud n noisy but d dance was okay.chinamen look lala wiv purple n pink shirts.america dance was ok i like d part where d girls got hauled up.ezreena voice was good.
grease: i luv d songs from grease!!! "summer night" n "greased lightnin" was addictive.n d dance was quite nice oso especially d highlight of d show,"greased lightin" where d f4 guys wore tis super gayish silver pants n do all their spastic(its a compliment) moves!!! damn funny laa a few obscene moves here n there.all from d YMCA clan loong ago.june has a sweet voice.
finale:okay oso (i seem 2 b sayin tis a lot but d concert was OK )
overall comment:i hope 2 see more WOW n OOMPH in d dance though.but 4 skl level,it was ok n unique abit.
wesleyan idol was entertaining.soo much better from d crappy one where i pay 5 bucks for.june has a nice voice but sandra's voice was a bit weak n she's headin towards d sex appeal way.
all in all,it a an okay day n event.went back home feeling extremely TIRED.
tapaued waffles on d way oso.

2006-08-04T09:22:00.000-07:00

tis past few days hav been breezy.no lessons n spend d whole day singin till i croak.dances r gettin quite boring.i mean seriously all d dance moves almost d same.i dunno cant really expect much but i expect some more oomph some more expression but i guess tat wont happen well at least we r goin 2 hav wesleyan idol
n i m damn bloody lonely in choir....meh....dun really know how 2 make new frens.meh...n i m currently not speaking 2 two of my closer frens.fren no.1 take me 4 granted n i m very sick of tat .always i m d 1 tat hav 2 speak 2 her n she only treat her new frens nicely n everythin n i m damn bloody sick of tat.she treat me like i m not important.fren no.2 is i dunno how 2 say it but she has been ignorin me jus 2 talk 2 guys n everythin n i dun tink i can tolerate being her fren anymore.happen so many times durin bm tat i sit alone n she go n bloodily flirt wiv sum guy n den wen she's done wiv flirting she com bak 2 me n take me 4 granted n start toking 2 me like nothing ever happen.my god i m damn pissed at her rite now n i hav been ignorin her a lot n she knows it.
so kesimpulannya my social life rite now is a big fat zero.i m alone all d time in skl durin choir n bla bla n everythin.i cannot make new frens but i m tryin.envy some ppl hu can tok 2 strangers like tey noe them 4 yrs or sumthing.i hate my god damn social life.mayb one day i will jus stop toking 2 every1 n jus alone,like a hermit,like d way i use to,wen life was bloody as well damn simple.
social life is too complicated n too energy consuming 4 me.
n i m sick of peterpan n his antics already.was extremely shocked wen i saw him dangling off d balcony wiv his crush in front of him.ahaha......guess he is not wat i tok he is.....cant bliv i actually tok tat he was a nice person n everything wen in reality he's,like wat xinpin said,a JACKASS.a big big Jackass.ahaha...seriously n he's not even HOT or sumthing.n i jus saw some pics tat i m not suppos 2 see.i.m done.wiv.him i .m.not.goin.2 pine for.his.attention.any.more
i hav no social life
n i hav a pathetic love life
my god i better stop writing
cos i m feeling damn bloody depressed rite now
shit laaa
n i lost my bloody calculator AGAIN

2006-07-16T00:13:00.000-07:00

okay finally found sumthing 2 blog about.anyway friday can b said as an eventful day cos its make-soap day n wesleyan idol final day.making soap was okay but li yoke was very proud of the soap n i blieve tat our soap is the most quantity cos its like half of the balang. :) n the texture was nice,fluffy n all.m so proud n it has 2 b one of our most successful experiment ever.n i like 2 compare it 2 body shop soap.wakaka anyway making soap was easy. behold
CH CHING GUIDE 2 MAKE SOAP
1.add oil.our's was a mixture of olive,palm n sunflower oil with a tee wee bit of banana o.O (don't ask)
2.add naoh/koh heat up balang.
3.KACAU. we kacau like 1 bloody hour
4.add colouring.our's was like mango
5.can add essential oil.li yoke add these really lovely n expensive oil
6.let it mendak n cool.turas n ur soap is ready!!!

okay back 2 friday.the wesleyan idol SUCKED.it not only suck,it SUCK A LOT,*five bucks flying*
serious i dun tink tat any1 will actually attempt 2 watch wesleyan idol final aymore in their lives.cos *deep breath*
1.we pay five bucks 2 sit on the FLOOR
2.we pay five bucks 2 sit on the FLOOR N SWEAT.cos too many ppl
3.we pay five bucks 2 sit on the FLOOR N SWEAT N WATCH UN-REHEARSED PERFORMANCE.sandra woo jus sing 3 sentences n changed her clothes 2 sing another 3 sentences
4..we pay five bucks 2 sit on the FLOOR N SWEAT N WATCH UN-REHEARSED PERFORMANCE N HALF-WAY THE ELECTRICITY WAS CUT OFF.every1 had 2 leave
in additon 2 tat mrs peter said its god's will n we r not havin another concert.
wth?!

2006-07-07T09:03:00.000-07:00

2day kinda sucked in a way
firstly,I 4GOT 2 BRING THE MORAL PROJECTS PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!! wic must b like,handed in by 2DAY.my god damn..laa..i dunno how the hell i 4gotten 2 bring n had 2 call my aunt 2 bring summore it oso is li yoke,ashvina n xinpin photos oso
means tat if i dun bring the pics they cant do their project
n secondly,oso mr moore got pissed again 2day cos i dun understand a thing he is saying
he probably tinks i got an IQ of a total zero or sumthing
tat i m ssooo blur n sooo damn stupid to undersatnd anything
creep out of choir oso 2day
prayed tat ms grace wont notice
cos my club is way more important than 1 choir practice
hope she understands that
n i realise that i've been living for other ppl not for myself
i dunno but it hit me 2day tat i do not think abot myself much n didn really think abot my hobbies,dislikes etc.....
and bugger...i don't tink i can stand my parents anymore grr........

2006-04-10T05:29:00.000-07:00

whee.my first entry in my very own personal blog as i have felt tat certain ppl has been readin my previous blog.*stares suspiciously* but yea i want to keep this blog private n keep my personal thughts inside here.no point havin a blog tat everyone reads.So tat when i look back 10 yrs later,i would laugh at all da silly things my little brain is thinking rite now.so a little note to the future me
5 THINGS I ENVISIONED MYSELF TO BE 10 YRS LATER (when i am 26 yrs old)
-a good career where i can actually earn money
-a boyfren/husband preferably my 1st love as i am a romantic sucker n i bliv in everlasting love.my ideal love life is one that involved 10 yrs courting n then marriage.serious wei tat's wat my parents did.i hope peterpan n i can b like tat fter i confess wic he probably would reject.but hu noes rite?n my spouse must have MONEY.i cannot earn more than him
-kids preferably babies.the more the merrier.
-err..learn SALSA DANCING.omg i have to!!!! n i will drag said spouse 2 dance wiv me unless he likes me to like dance in sum1 arms....
current mood:in love.luv.lurve.
ooh 2day was okayy.during computer class finally log on 2 you tube and watch tis very romantic mv of full house!!!!! i want 2 watch tat show!!!!!!!!i haven't watch yet!!! n bio dunno y every1 is sleepin cos its not THAT boring rite? dunno y feel so genki-genki today.n me n li yoke hav been chatting for 2 periods non stop durin add maths n moral.n we gossip a lot.n marching sucks,as usual.but xiuqi n jana were toking how high kwang yang is n tey say could only b 2 reason -girlfren or money.Steff offer me to run 200m but i'll pass tat chance.
peterpan saw me twice 2day!!!! argh!!!
n jus discovered 2day tat a certain girl boyfren has gay characteristic.he POLISH his nails!!!
quite shocking really cos i always tink tat he is a bit nerdy n quite good-looking judging his frenster pic
mayb i can start a teen novel 10 yrs later