Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Dear bloggie,
I just turned 19 years old today!! times really flies and next year is when my age started with the number "2" instead of "1" o.O
So what has happen when I was 18 ?
Well 18 years old brought a lot of change.I complete A levels,entered NS and get kicked into the corporate workforce.National service was a good experience.I learn new things about myself each day. And I get 2 experienced happiness that I never knew existed.One of my happy moments is camping in the woods.I get 2 build my own tent in the jungle n talk to my campmates till the wee of the morning. That was an experience I would never forget.
Its so different from the commercialism of KL.in Kl everybody wants more and more.But in the kampungs that I went to,people are happy with what they have.For example even though the rambutan tree is their source of income,the villagers still give us big baskets of rambutans to thank us.Somehow this kind of generousity is lacking in KL.
And I got to know buddha oso and that was a major change in my life.Before that I was lost and lacking in direction.But buddhism has taught me a few things and now I am more clear about my purpose.
Corporate world is an eye opener.I was smacked with reality.Life was tougher than I imagine.The gruelling hours of work just 2 earn a meagre salary,the competitiveness of everything.I matured a lot in that short 3 months.
Well ,what do I hope for when I m 19?
I hope that I will learn more about myself this year.
I hope that I will learn more about life.
I hope that I will reach closer to my dreams.