Sunday, April 27, 2008

Thank You.
*breathes in*
Thank you
Grace, for your super adorable kon teddybear!!,Michelle ,for you teddy love box,i'll put all my memorable messages in them instead of coins, Ee Ching,for the super cute flower, i'll put it in my vase,Weishan, for the teddybear its standing side by side with grace's teddy by my table haha, Jia Wei,for your notebook,you notebook santa laa haha Yili + Kahyan +Pikyin for the teddytales pencil case and white nail polish and the super heavy keychain!!!
Beverly,for you wish on frenster this year i WILL wished you!!! muahaha *determined* Lizhen,for the wish on frenster of course i didnt forget you!!!
Also thank you for all the people who sms me on my birthday,
Ee Ching and Kahyan who sms me 12 midnite, Munkuan who is the last 2 sms me and who still remembers my birthday !!! *touched* we never keep in touch for so many years and yet you remember, Weishan for your adorable sms,Liyoke,Jessica,Daphne,Yili,Pikyin,Chong Zeen oh god who else did i miss?
And also to everyone who wished me on my brithday Shajitha,Vijal,Ashwin,Benjamin etc
Thank you to all of you who attended the gathering yesterday thank you for making me feel so happy i had a great time and i misses all of you!!!! I feel so comfartable with all of you thank you for accepting me as a fren with my obvious flaws *hugs*
Arigato gozaimasu!!!
XD
* breathes out*

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Turning 18
Hit the big 1-8 on tuesday.Its weird considering how much time flies and the fact that I'm officially OLD.*grows beard* in 2 yrs time i'll hit the twenties!!! aiks!!! gahhh more responsibilities no more depending on mom n dad anymore *sobs* i've grew 2 depend on them a lot weiii n i've dunno how could i adapt.
Looking back,when i was 12 i wanna be 18 cos back then u tink being 18 is cool u'll get 2 do a lot of stuff on ur own and now that i'm 18,i wanna go back being twelve!!!!! haha but 18 is without its perks
below are few things that i can LEGALLY do (muahahhaha)
1.smoke
2.go to nightclubs without having to resort to fake IDs (not that i'm a nightclub person i'm more of the piano bar jazz bar type of person)
3.do drugs (oh wait this is not legal)
4.have my OWN bank account
5have my OWN credit card
6.have sex (O.O)
7.get married (mega O.O)
looking back at my younger days i feel so EMBARASSED at all the stupid things i've done wei.*hides* although my memory of my younger days isn't very clear but a few things stuck out.I've remember all the stupid fights i had wiv my frens over silly things,not realising that i dun get 2 see them often anymore.like i remember how i fought with liyoke once over something riduculously stupid that i m too embarassed 2 mention.*smacks head* i mean is that me?!! how could i've been SO stupid?
i've remember crying like shit back wen i was 9 because my teacher switches places and i dun get 2 sit wiv my best fren anymore.O.O
i've remember how immature i've behave wen i was 11 or 12 all the stupid things i've done.eg spitting saliva on a polysterene and throwing it at d back row people.or use d highlighter and draw smilies on people shirt.or playing ice and fire.O.O
i've remember all the stupid things me n liyoke did back in form 4.like sipping milk chocalate in class,singing "because u love me" gossiping about evryone.giving evryone in class nicknames.eg black widow etc
i've dont think i've done anything stupid wiv michelle or grace cos they are very grounded people.O.O
sighhh
those were childish days that i wished i've forgotten i mean is that really me?!!! omgoodnesss as i grew i've learned a few things
1.I've learned that the purpose we are living and breathing on this very earth is to serve others.those who dont understand will lead a hard life
2.I've learned that i dont have 2 give a damn about wat people think or say cos they are not living my life.
3.i realised that i dont have to conform 2 watever anyone expects me 2 do.hey if i wanna dye my hair pink i'll just dye pink
4.i've learned that social status is just that.its just a everyone perception.most important is how u feel or whether u r happy with what u r doin.like there r some people who become doctors for their parents n i think thats wrong
the most important is whether u r happy doin it.:P