Monday, March 12, 2007

Event:SPM results announcement
Date:Mac 12
Day:Monday
prob one of d most nerve racking nite of my life slept at 5.OO in d mornin laa jz lyin down d feelin so freakin nervous n in msn messenger chat wiv weishan etc haha n we all were like pulling our hair off freakin out n we come out a soundtrack haha i suggest tat we shld sing d song "say my name" wen tey announce all d achievers names.my gosh time flies TOO FAST one moment we enter into spm hall wiv sweaty hands n now we are collectin results!!!
so anyway went 2 my dear old skl 2day,WMS my dear dear skl feel like huggin n kissin all d walls but no mood 2 do it n i was like hiding away frm any teachers view cos i thought my results sux den fter tat wiv trembling heart i collect my results n really i culdn bliv my luck (5A13A21B21B41C6) cos i really thought i SCREW up spm completely but yay!! mathews commented tat our batch results r good n tey r proud of us!! i shall proceed 2 elaborate more mite as well jus type out evrytin here
i type out all d nice nice results den d bad ones
Eng(A1) GCE (A2) --no comments for this jus tat i did enjoy writin my essay on dreams n ambitions n moses gav me a "good" only for my oral
presentation!!!!! wat is tis?!! even daffy got "excellent" !!! pffttt
Maths (A1) --no comments oso but moore was happy cos he say my class,5L got all A1!!!! yay!!!
Moral (A1) --erm studied nilais d nite b4 o.O
Sej (A1) --i reallly thought i screw tis up cos like my whole entire freakin section on k-ekonomi was CRAP n my essays on influences of d malay culture
was a major CRAP but oh well
EST (A1) --no comments but i did put in effort 2 write a nice 3 page essay n elaborate a lot of granmas story
Chem (A2) --O.O i m supposed 2 b like d worse student in chem seriously i have no idea tis is comin n 4 trials i got like wat? 7D so not xpectin much but tis
turn out 2 b a pleasant surprise.wen i open d 1st page n saw d ginger i was like wtf?!!! n i screw up my essays a lot of random crap n stuff i dun
tink i even know wat m i writin.n there's tis stupid section on molecules n evrytin n there's oso tis mega super dumb question where they allocated
10 marks jus 2 draw d electrolyses process seriously i thought i screw it up but thank buddha tat i didn't was shocked 2 see d A2 there
Add maths(A2) --O.O out of 6 add maths exam i failed 5 n d last add math exam wic is spm trials i manage 2 pass thanx 2 coursework i didn see tis comin oso
was soo shocked that i got A2 wei seriously all that prayin must have work wei n i leave out like a whole section C out i tink O.O
BM (A2) -- no comments d examiner culd either hate or like my essay but i know i screw komsas screw all d predictions for komsas so few come out
accurate
Physics (B3) -- i wan 2 kick myself 4 tis!!!! ARGH *sobs* physics was d ONE sunject wic i thought i culd get an A *sobs loud* must b cos of my k3 cos i
counted d down part of d curve of d mercury instead of the top *SOB*
Chinese (B4) --i gave up on tis loong ago wen my teacher told me i write chinese essays english-style.tell me laa how 2 write chinese essays chinese style?
Bio (C6) -- I HATE BIO n thank god i drop it at A lvls haha n no mood 2 study for it oso cos last day of exam so screw tis laa
so overall i realise tat i m dmn freakin weak in science subjects laa!!!!! guess i m more of an arts person mayb oh ya n i saw p.pan 2day!! he dye his hair blonde streaks n i realise tat instant i MISSED him a lot wei like seriously my gosh i tink i m too obssessed about him really i tink i love him too much shit la its been 2 years ++ n i still really like him A LOT n he look better wiv his new style n all

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Report: SPCA moral project
guess wat time i wake up 2day? 7.OO o clock i m so hardworking rite cos 2day got xtra chem n fz class n its suppose 2 b oni 4 d late comers but me who dunno NUTS about d crappy bonding n structure thing 4 chem (cos i was dreaming in class) dcide 2 b hardworkin n come 4 class!!! den yadayada class was snoozefest den later tumpang joann eling singning tey all go mkan at MCD den went 2 spca!! n reach tere n dunno wat 2 do so i try (again) 2 b useful n wash d dog bowls agin cos i didn do it yesterday n even d uncles at d place regconize me as "dog bowl washer" n beckon me 2 go over n wash d dog bowl *sweatness*
den fter wards leonard fetch me all d way home 2 PJ n eeling was in d car oso but pai se laa but tey say its straight way 2 selayang i was all pai se n stuff sweatness r u sure its on d way arr??
end of story.oh wait it didin jus end here yesyes cos between our spca grp is like war zone 2 obvious grps surfaced : 1 tat support d leader n another wan tat dun(wic is lie 2/3 of d grp) n honestly we been bitchin about each other like nobody business laa n how dare d leader bitch about me like tat laa? in front of me like so sweet n all n allow us 2 go back but bhind our backs go directly bitch about us sayin we leave early.cos my fren hu eavesdrop told me n i thanked her 4 tat.anyway d china gang was like totaly into bitchin about d leader oso n i tink she deserves it wei.cos honestly i dun really like d leader oso.
n i realise 1 thing is d fact that if i allow myself 2 i can actualy sort of fit in2 d china grp ppl but i guess i choose not to.jus realise tat 2day n it was big discovery there.n i realise that diff gangs speak really diff topics n all.n lengcai can fit in wiv them completely if she chooses to oso but like me she chooses not.n i didn really noe tat big sister is a bit mean oso in her character.
i guess it boils down 2 hu u choose 2 join n hu u r or hu u wan 2 b..

Friday, March 02, 2007

Report: 3rd hr of SPCA voluteer service
yeap so just got back frm SPCA finished my 3rd hr of required volunteer service n there's *counts* 7 more hrs 2 go!!! ARGH blek so anyway follow again huiwen etc 2 SPCA n wen i reach there i realise that ALL d dog bowls r being washed means i m jobless lorr cos as i said earlier i m d "dog bowl washer" so wat do i do? well in order 2 make myself feel useful i sweep d floors but honestly its a super pointless activity as the leaves will jus keep dropping down.n i oso met this little poodle (is it a poodle?) hu will raise its paw n let us shake hands wiv it!!!! OMG sooo CUTTTE i obssessed wiv d poodle laa
oh did i mention sumthing digusting happen yesterday.so cos yesterday i was sitting down wiv kahyan,weekiat tey all 4 lunch den weekiat was all like "kahyan is so small n sweet" n den kahyan was like "no i m sour" den u noe wat he said? he said "oh i dunno whether u r sweet or sour cos i havent taste u yet" OMG i really feel like SLAPPING him at tat time laa my gosh its sound soo wrong n offensive n evrythin d word "taste" den i leave d place immediately wiv kahyan n i m really contemplating whether 2 speak again 2 him.i manage 2 ignore him like d whole day 2day.
oh ya n i got accepted 2 brats but d camp is like march 11-14 wic is like on spm results annoucement date n my parents was like "dun wan 2 take ur results is it?" n we hav2 pay d air ticket 2 go langkawi laa expensive laa dear i called them 2 ask whether can i go 4 d august wan n tey were like NO T^T so means nxt yr oni can go laa T^T n d poor girl frm the star paper was like calling me soo many times
oh n i perform honey n clover on d piano yesterday i was nervous n i screwed up d sustain part
oh n 1 thing bloggie is tat i realise i simply culdn mix wiv a few certain ppl i dun feel like myself wen i m wiv them n how 2 say this,i dun tink tat tey noe me but tey assume tat tey know me n jus generally make assumptions.i hate tat tey misunderstood me n evrythin.n d things tey r saying r really diff frm what d topics i usually talk about n i jus feel like ...misplaced n evrythin.n 1 of my fren,whom i use 2 b close wiv sorta like join them n evrything so..erm..yea feel kinda misplaced.i dun really know how 2 act in front of them anymore.shld i jus pretend like how i use to or shld i jus let it by n stop bein so sensitive about things like this n jz generally let thing flow by? i m born wiv sensivity wei not tat i choose 2 b sensitive but its part of me.n i cant help feeling emotional n its part of me mayb i shld seriously delve in buddha sutras n evrythin 2 u noe "have a positive outlook in life" or sumthing i tink i hav too many anger stored up within me n hav to stop bein so emo of evrythin.yep hav 2 learn tat n 2 learn 2 see things in ppl perspective n mayb 2 accept ppl