Report: 3rd hr of SPCA voluteer service
yeap so just got back frm SPCA finished my 3rd hr of required volunteer service n there's *counts* 7 more hrs 2 go!!! ARGH blek so anyway follow again huiwen etc 2 SPCA n wen i reach there i realise that ALL d dog bowls r being washed means i m jobless lorr cos as i said earlier i m d "dog bowl washer" so wat do i do? well in order 2 make myself feel useful i sweep d floors but honestly its a super pointless activity as the leaves will jus keep dropping down.n i oso met this little poodle (is it a poodle?) hu will raise its paw n let us shake hands wiv it!!!! OMG sooo CUTTTE i obssessed wiv d poodle laa
oh did i mention sumthing digusting happen yesterday.so cos yesterday i was sitting down wiv kahyan,weekiat tey all 4 lunch den weekiat was all like "kahyan is so small n sweet" n den kahyan was like "no i m sour" den u noe wat he said? he said "oh i dunno whether u r sweet or sour cos i havent taste u yet" OMG i really feel like SLAPPING him at tat time laa my gosh its sound soo wrong n offensive n evrythin d word "taste" den i leave d place immediately wiv kahyan n i m really contemplating whether 2 speak again 2 him.i manage 2 ignore him like d whole day 2day.
oh ya n i got accepted 2 brats but d camp is like march 11-14 wic is like on spm results annoucement date n my parents was like "dun wan 2 take ur results is it?" n we hav2 pay d air ticket 2 go langkawi laa expensive laa dear i called them 2 ask whether can i go 4 d august wan n tey were like NO T^T so means nxt yr oni can go laa T^T n d poor girl frm the star paper was like calling me soo many times
oh n i perform honey n clover on d piano yesterday i was nervous n i screwed up d sustain part
oh n 1 thing bloggie is tat i realise i simply culdn mix wiv a few certain ppl i dun feel like myself wen i m wiv them n how 2 say this,i dun tink tat tey noe me but tey assume tat tey know me n jus generally make assumptions.i hate tat tey misunderstood me n evrythin.n d things tey r saying r really diff frm what d topics i usually talk about n i jus feel like ...misplaced n evrythin.n 1 of my fren,whom i use 2 b close wiv sorta like join them n evrything so..erm..yea feel kinda misplaced.i dun really know how 2 act in front of them anymore.shld i jus pretend like how i use to or shld i jus let it by n stop bein so sensitive about things like this n jz generally let thing flow by? i m born wiv sensivity wei not tat i choose 2 b sensitive but its part of me.n i cant help feeling emotional n its part of me mayb i shld seriously delve in buddha sutras n evrythin 2 u noe "have a positive outlook in life" or sumthing i tink i hav too many anger stored up within me n hav to stop bein so emo of evrythin.yep hav 2 learn tat n 2 learn 2 see things in ppl perspective n mayb 2 accept ppl