Turning 18
Hit the big 1-8 on tuesday.Its weird considering how much time flies and the fact that I'm officially OLD.*grows beard* in 2 yrs time i'll hit the twenties!!! aiks!!! gahhh more responsibilities no more depending on mom n dad anymore *sobs* i've grew 2 depend on them a lot weiii n i've dunno how could i adapt.
Looking back,when i was 12 i wanna be 18 cos back then u tink being 18 is cool u'll get 2 do a lot of stuff on ur own and now that i'm 18,i wanna go back being twelve!!!!! haha but 18 is without its perks
below are few things that i can LEGALLY do (muahahhaha)
1.smoke
2.go to nightclubs without having to resort to fake IDs (not that i'm a nightclub person i'm more of the piano bar jazz bar type of person)
3.do drugs (oh wait this is not legal)
4.have my OWN bank account
5have my OWN credit card
6.have sex (O.O)
7.get married (mega O.O)
looking back at my younger days i feel so EMBARASSED at all the stupid things i've done wei.*hides* although my memory of my younger days isn't very clear but a few things stuck out.I've remember all the stupid fights i had wiv my frens over silly things,not realising that i dun get 2 see them often anymore.like i remember how i fought with liyoke once over something riduculously stupid that i m too embarassed 2 mention.*smacks head* i mean is that me?!! how could i've been SO stupid?
i've remember crying like shit back wen i was 9 because my teacher switches places and i dun get 2 sit wiv my best fren anymore.O.O
i've remember how immature i've behave wen i was 11 or 12 all the stupid things i've done.eg spitting saliva on a polysterene and throwing it at d back row people.or use d highlighter and draw smilies on people shirt.or playing ice and fire.O.O
i've remember all the stupid things me n liyoke did back in form 4.like sipping milk chocalate in class,singing "because u love me" gossiping about evryone.giving evryone in class nicknames.eg black widow etc
i've dont think i've done anything stupid wiv michelle or grace cos they are very grounded people.O.O
sighhh
those were childish days that i wished i've forgotten i mean is that really me?!!! omgoodnesss as i grew i've learned a few things
1.I've learned that the purpose we are living and breathing on this very earth is to serve others.those who dont understand will lead a hard life
2.I've learned that i dont have 2 give a damn about wat people think or say cos they are not living my life.
3.i realised that i dont have to conform 2 watever anyone expects me 2 do.hey if i wanna dye my hair pink i'll just dye pink
4.i've learned that social status is just that.its just a everyone perception.most important is how u feel or whether u r happy with what u r doin.like there r some people who become doctors for their parents n i think thats wrong
the most important is whether u r happy doin it.:P