tis past few days hav been breezy.no lessons n spend d whole day singin till i croak.dances r gettin quite boring.i mean seriously all d dance moves almost d same.i dunno cant really expect much but i expect some more oomph some more expression but i guess tat wont happen well at least we r goin 2 hav wesleyan idol
n i m damn bloody lonely in choir....meh....dun really know how 2 make new frens.meh...n i m currently not speaking 2 two of my closer frens.fren no.1 take me 4 granted n i m very sick of tat .always i m d 1 tat hav 2 speak 2 her n she only treat her new frens nicely n everythin n i m damn bloody sick of tat.she treat me like i m not important.fren no.2 is i dunno how 2 say it but she has been ignorin me jus 2 talk 2 guys n everythin n i dun tink i can tolerate being her fren anymore.happen so many times durin bm tat i sit alone n she go n bloodily flirt wiv sum guy n den wen she's done wiv flirting she com bak 2 me n take me 4 granted n start toking 2 me like nothing ever happen.my god i m damn pissed at her rite now n i hav been ignorin her a lot n she knows it.
so kesimpulannya my social life rite now is a big fat zero.i m alone all d time in skl durin choir n bla bla n everythin.i cannot make new frens but i m tryin.envy some ppl hu can tok 2 strangers like tey noe them 4 yrs or sumthing.i hate my god damn social life.mayb one day i will jus stop toking 2 every1 n jus alone,like a hermit,like d way i use to,wen life was bloody as well damn simple.
social life is too complicated n too energy consuming 4 me.
n i m sick of peterpan n his antics already.was extremely shocked wen i saw him dangling off d balcony wiv his crush in front of him.ahaha......guess he is not wat i tok he is.....cant bliv i actually tok tat he was a nice person n everything wen in reality he's,like wat xinpin said,a JACKASS.a big big Jackass.ahaha...seriously n he's not even HOT or sumthing.n i jus saw some pics tat i m not suppos 2 see.i.m done.wiv.him i .m.not.goin.2 pine for.his.attention.any.more
i hav no social life
n i hav a pathetic love life
my god i better stop writing
cos i m feeling damn bloody depressed rite now
shit laaa
n i lost my bloody calculator AGAIN