bewarned : emo post to the few ppl hu read this (michelle etc) dun read it if u dun wan ur mood 2 b crushed i want a gang not 1 close fren i want a gang of nice sincere frens nt a gang hu backstab each other once someone leaves the table i swear if i heard someone again backstabbin at each other i will scream why is it like this why must certain ppl screw evrytin up why all the drama why r u lying at each other why r u talkin bad about each other frens dun do this to each other frens dun go tell other ppl n d whole world each other secrets frens dun cal their frens bitches frens dun laugh at their frens I want a close fren that shares same classes with me my only close fren d one that i cn talk 2 to is in a diff class n out timetables clashed so i cnt talk 2 her cnt share with her my class stories n cnt eat break 2geter why must i be in alpha laaa i wanna go beta where i cn talk 2 li yoke like we always do back in highschool i wanna play cards wiv li yoke n hui wen n jingle tey all i want a gang u noe a gang where u play 2geter n trust each other a gang where i cn talk freely its been such a long time since i cn talk freely in a gang nowadays i just join random ppl n just listen quietly the only time where i cn talk freely is with li yoke tey all n tere r nt in my class so i cnt hang out wiv them muchh *cries heart out* its been such a long time since i talk freely not that i have no frens but its just ppl that is acquantances not real frens just random ppl whom u noe deep down that u wont click off as good frens i wanna talk freely i dun wanna remain silent like this i dun wanna remain a stone oh god i m feeling more stoned evryday n ppl whom i dun trust keep buggin me n backstabbin their frens n tellin me their frens secret why cant u juts leave n go? n stop buggin me *scream* i wanna wanna talk i wanna wanna have a fren i want a fren thats all is that too much to ask? T^T T^T i dun wanna be a a stone i want to live i dun wanna be a stone n just listen quietly to ppl conversation n just laugh at their jokes i wanna talk freely where d stuff i said isnt weird guess in my current situation thats impossible T^T all this backstabbing that u guys r doin (u noe hu u r) is killin me i want a fren a sincere fren i cannot continue being such a cold person anymore cos one day i will crumble n i m scared i cnt get up once i crumbled
